beauty is in the eye of the beholder

1:19 PM

Wednesday, September 01, 2010

since nobody comes here anymore, i think its sorta safe to blog here instead of my tumblr.

i really miss you but i cant always say it to you. i still find myself too clingy and too into you and that really sucks for me, and maybe for you too cz i bet its suffocating. we hardly ever fight and that is awesome. we hardly ever ame the other feel worthless and that is just great. so why is it that i feel, i need you more than you need me? im sure you need me, i believe you do. i know you arent the type to show your feelings all the time and i am fine with that(:

ok i should really get you out of my head for awhile and focus on my econs. hehe, what a useless post. ok dah, BYEBYE.

11:51 PM

Monday, May 24, 2010

im tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless, lost under the surface
I don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes

(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me?
Holding too tightly, afraid to lose control?
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you

(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take

6:50 PM

Sunday, April 25, 2010

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOK,
SITI NADZIRAH IS MOVING TO TUMBLR FOR REAL!(:

i shall release my new link, as i like it.
hehehehehehe.

byebye forbiddentouch.
you have been an amazing part of my life. seriously. im not kidding.
i wont delete you of course.
i will let you rest in peace.

i love you forbiddentouch(:

loyal readers, come on.
time to get our asses over to
TUMBLR

11:38 PM

Friday, April 23, 2010

what am i still doing here?

today, i realised that if i wish for sth really badly, god will find a way to give it to me(:

i was in a madmadmad desire for oreocheesecake ytd. and guess what? today, somebody's birthday cake in school was OREO CHEESECAKE! and bcz of javanese, i got a bite off the super yummy cheesecaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaake!(:

and oh, i got my new earphones too!
YAAAAAAAAAAAY!
and K lend me his ipod too.
YAAAAAAAAAAAY!
nw music is baaaack in my life :D

school was a drag, but i love laughing with marlia.
damn funny until can die.

match was gg well until the last 15 min. had to be cancelled cz of lightning alert. rematch girls, rematch. we can do this!

wanted to crash music fest but noooooooooooo, they wont let us in. PFFT!

so headed to parkway to celebrate heidi's birthday as pastamaniaaaaa. otw there, sth damn retarded happened but i will not say what here. HAHAHA. damn funny.

so reached pastamania, everybody came. ate, laugh, ate laugh. cheese dropped onto pasta, laugh. AHAHA. i cnt tahan, everything also laugh. amazing girls, amazing!

then walked around while waiting for pris' dad to pick us up. laugh somemore.

pris dad sent us home, by that time it was 1030.

sth damn shit happened. i walked out of the lift and bang on the door. BUT I WAS AT THE 6TH FLOOR AND MY HOUSE WAS AT THE 5TH FLOOR! HAHAHA. bang on wrong house!! tried my best to run away before the aunty open the door. i think she sleep already sia. hahahhaa.

ok now, i am very tiredddddddddd ):

i shall go to sleep now.

BYEBYE!

because baby, you owe me hug. not tonight, not tomorrow. but for the rest of my days.

11:48 PM

Thursday, April 22, 2010

Do you remember the nights
We'd stay up just laughing
Smiling for hours
At anything
Remember the nights
We drove around crazy in love

When the lights go out
We'll be safe and sound
We'll take control of the world
Like it's all we have to hold on to
And we'll be a dream

life will be ok.
everything will be ok.
i will be ok.

8:59 PM

i will wait patiently.

heyhey there(:

i realise that ppl actually read my blog. HAHAHA, hello you(:

woke up with a bad knee this morning, could hardly plant my feet on the ground. coupled with the fact that i was so drained last night due to god knows what reason, my body just couldnt take it and my mind was already made up on staying at home and not go to school.

and that is exactly what i did. i wish i could stay at home everyday and sleep till 2 pm. yay.

ok, i shall begone to laze around some more. weekend hurry come. i want to sleep.

and gosh, i miss that fred perry shoe-ed boy like mad.

11:52 PM

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

your love your love your love is my drug.

i am dead tired and idk why.

went to eat at simpang with marlia. zomg, can die. damn niceeeeeeeeeeee(:

then head to mjc to catch their match against SA with PO. hahaha. damn fuunnyy. mr lim better mute the shit. cz we talked alot of nonsense! GAHH!

met nabila after the match. GIANT, I MISS YOU(: i wana spend more time with you please, stalkerrrrrrr(:

ok then, reach schoooooooooooooooooooool. then blablabla..... SAYA PENAT.

ok this is taking forever, goodnight world(:

hug you tight with all my might.

8:59 PM

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

fuck one whole day of extreme empty-ness.

be mine, stay mine.

you. are. mine.

after all the things we've been through, i miss everything about you.