8:20 PM
Friday, March 30, 2007
aloha!OK, THIS POST IS GONA BE LONG I THINK.heehee, its been ages since i really updated. besides two word-ed, a para.....so yes. i shall try to rmbr all that has happened.oh oh oh, i am proud of myself! hahaha. i tried! n i succeeded! come on dear frenz, we cn prove that we are strong aite? muacks!n i really really wana say i love my dear platoonmates to bits n pieces. they just simply rock my world! really really!! =)n i slept late nyte, arn 1 plus studying for geog + prepare uni + waiting for sm1s call. =)mhm, i dont see why u all cnt. haaais.anyway, anyway, the song on me blog is nice! bt smhow, the constipation part, abit ok lah.hmmm, tammy. dat woman is mad. if u were to see her picture on ebay, pls do not close the window immediately, try ur best to read my description of her. nyeeheehee!OH OH, thailand CIP trip. i wana go! YAY! cnt wait! =)hmmmm, soccer players. AHAHAHA. asses. =pn yes, thanks for finally speaking to me! mwacks! mwacks!
7:28 PM
Tuesday, March 27, 2007
where's my heart?
there's nth i cn say now? my apologies. ='(
10:19 AM
Sunday, March 25, 2007
damn.what somebody said, left somebody else hurt.what somebody said, is blamed on me.what i think is right, may not seem so right to somebody else.its true when they say, words cut deeper than a thousand swords.im sorry. very sorry. ='(
6:54 PM
Friday, March 23, 2007
Though the distance that's between us
Now may seem to be too far
It will never seperate us
Deep inside I know you are
Never gone, never far
In my heart is where you are
Always close, everyday
Every step along the way
Even though for now we've gotta say goodbye
I know you will be forever in my life
Never gone
what a sweet song no? muacks!
u will see changes. thats what you want, right? wheee. ok.
NEXT.
hahahaha!! this is sth for u to feast on! YUMMY! *evil laughter*
**what do u think is her best asset
^she has NO best asset.shes an ASS
^i dont think she has any good assets
^HER SOCCER BALL as in tt's the only nice thing that i like that she have
**is there anyway if ur a guy that u wud date her?
^even if i were the last man on earth, i rather date my own dandruff than date her!!!
^if im blind ah then maybe.but if blind but not deaf i dont think so
^NO N I DONT NEED TO THINK TWICE
**if she fall into the drain right infrnt of your face, would u help or laugh?
^id run away
^LAUGHLA DUH
^I'LL BE LIKE OH MY GAWD IN MY BITCHEST TONE EVER DEn WALK AWAY
**If shes reading this, wat do u want to say to her?
^MOVE BITCH
^DONT TRY TO ACT CUTE AH
^HELLO *****(OH TT'S THE NICKNAME I GAVE YOU)! CONTINUE BEING *****! *LAUGHS OFF BITCHYLY*
**what message do u want to be planted in her head?
^"I AM A FAT BLACK COW & I SHALL NOT ACT LIKE IM PRETTY EVER AGAIN"
^IM NOT CUTE AND I SHALL NOT BOTHER TO ACT CUTE AND DISGUST OTHERS
^I SHLD SAVE MONEY TO BUY MIRRORS SO I CAN SEE hOw I REALLY LOOK LIKE
**what does her face remind u of?
^A black hairy poo!
^THE DARK ROOM
**is there any chance of you becoming good frenz with her?
^NEVER NOT UNTIL THE DAY I DIe
^I RATHER TALK TO MY BUTT
**issit her face, or issit her attitude that makes u hate her?
^err. her attitude, she thinks shes funny,PRETTY,and good to be with.
^her face already makes me want to puke, plus her attitude, i faint in front of her.
ok ppl, i told u ur names would be confidential. mwahaha. who do you think it is? hmmm. ok. thats it for today. MWACKS!! =)
8:02 PM
Thursday, March 22, 2007
arrrrrrrm-piiiiiits.bammy likes armpits. yay!ok, sth damn malu-ating happened to me.it was the floor n my twisted legs, which land me with back ache, which sucks like freaking shit. for two days, my poor back, was hurting so damn badly!! cnt sit. i was suffering hell in class. den parade. wah sey, damn paisey. cnt sit!! hahaha. i was like a walking zombie.effing shit. i donoe what to talk abt. yay! bye peeps!
7:35 PM
Wednesday, March 21, 2007
any idea wat depressed means? it means, u feel so god gamn down, that nth, but that special one, cn make u give the weakest smile u can imagine.it it hard to find that special one aint it?well, nth feels alright.nth at all. tears are worthless now aint they?we want it as much as u want it.we want to be good.we want to make you proud.we want to be there.up there.we want smiles, we want praises, we want you to want us.we want it all.but it hurts, so so so so so bad, that we cant.i know we tried. we all did. a lil bit, a whole lots of bits, not impt.they hate us, we noe.the other one, we managed to at least make them a lil proud of us.and now.we are trying.im sure, one day, when you see us, you will be proud of us. im very sure. =)
7:10 PM
Monday, March 19, 2007
10:13 AM
Saturday, March 17, 2007
I HAD THE WEIRD-EST DREAMS OF MY LIFE!!!!!!ewwwww, im disgusted by my dreams. YUCKS TO THE MAX!!!!!shall not elaborate further. yucks!oh wells, had an AWESOME DAY at ecp yesterday with charlie (more than half) n ex-spects. all the ex spects came! YIIPEEE! so fun! cycle cycle cycle. my butt is damn sore right now. 1 and 1/2 hr plus on that tiny lil seat.took the double bike with nabila. wanted to sit infrnt. bt i just cnt control dat blardy bike n start screaming like a mad woman. ahahaha. so i sat behind. wheee! it was fun. finally set foot on bedok jetty. saw fish, dead, squashed on the ground all thanks to ppl like pisang who will go over their little bodies over n over again. wheee.ooook, wen we finally got off the bike, sgt yanti went back. *sob sob*hahaha, ok then, we went to the beach. talked to spects play with water, n gin found a new hobby. to get sea-weeds in the water. u shud see how madly she ran to get the poor little scared sea-weeds. tsk tsk tsk.hmmmmmmmmm, oh yar, den mom picked me up. hafiza tompang-ed. she dropped at tanah merah mrt, n off we went to expo. went to metro sale. N YAY! saw amirah yusof! hahaha. i was just looking at things. n wheeee, i heard her say my name. whee! hahaha. she looked so pweety! =)yapz. i actually read the history textbook. cn u believe that? i finished reading on da blardy chapter!! WOOHOO! hahaha. ok so now i noe, whats gg on. da G thinks dat F is treating G unfairly. but KEEPEESH! all is fair in love n war. wheeee! hahaha. n ms ng cn be a bit funny during class. the other day, she actulayy laughed to herself. n wen we laugh, she laughed even harder. it was so funny. u shud hv seen the way she laughed.hmmmmm, ok, tummy pain. need the toilet. bubye! =)
7:28 PM
Friday, March 16, 2007
nothing seems to f-ing go my way. no f-ing thing at all. when u hv a f-ing bad news, no1 is there to listen. wat a f-ed up world we live in. sm1s gona leave this world soon n the other cnt wait 4 dat sm1 to go. wtf. what an f-inf load of f-ing shit im carry-ing. and f u, im so pissed with you. F!! if u tink im talking abt you, den get the blardy FUCK out of my life. thanks.
12:02 PM
Thursday, March 15, 2007
aloha!hello ppl! haaaaaaaais.ive done part of my stupid pile of homework.did not touch a single amaths. emaths done.chemistry balancing eq done.physics done.malay not done.hvnt started studying all da blrdy things which are supposed to be studied.AAAAAAAAAAAH!! so bingit! they think one week one year issit?! BLEAGH! hahaha. im gg maaaaaaaad!! oh wells, did my ic n ezlink already. i swear i look TOOTY in both!! gaawd! mcm nak pengsan sey tgk muker!ok ok, i donoe if i cn go 2moro. *sob sob* told mummy. she dowan listen!! bleagh. oukiee then. enuf of feeling sorry for myself. bleagh!i have no mood to blog already. wheee. bubbye!
10:39 AM
Monday, March 12, 2007
wah sey.so many things happened! that i cnt even rmbr most of them! hahaha.oh oh oh, gpa. saturday. the day we all hv been waitinig for. all the hard work we put in for two months or so, would finally come to an end.i rmbr the laughter, the tears, the smiles, the hatred. and all of the other emotions mixed together. the times we would all sit, n sing tak lelo over n over again. the times we were actually scolded for doing our voice exercise in the middle of the neighbourhood. hahaha. funny shit.well, all of it paid off. wen the curtains opened, i was shaking like a parkinson patient.(sp?) so effing scary lah cn! mcm nak giler sak!!den i saw irfan n kak shaza, right in the middle. wah sey, lagik seram!! nyeheehee.well, then, after that, after all the crying n sobbing n comforting, we went up to change, n went down again to watch the otehr schs. saw some NOT EXPECTED ppl. like, hafiza's bro n dis AAAAAAAAH! hahahaha. will nt say who. just didnt expect to see him there. bt i was told he was an ex nyjc-ian. wakakaka.then yes, the other schs were sooo cool! marlia fell in love with one of the aliens! hahaha. ok enough, bla bla bla, reached geylang, ate at hajjah maimunah. yummmyy!wheeee, ok dah. my brain cnt function already. i cnt rmbr anything dat happened after that. yaay!well, evry1 wud be shocked to see wats happening on monday. hahaha! mcm real. so yar, sth changed. u all will find out on monday. wheee!hmmm, well. finee. i cnt take it any longer. i cut my hair short. very short. cnt tie. hahaha. ok yay! i said it. wheee.hmmmmmmmmmm, OH! cn u believe i started on hwk already? gaawd! hahaha. whee, im gona be a good girl frm now on! muacks! =)n damn, i miss you. pls hurry! HURRY! haaish. =(till here then peeps. muaacks! =)She's gotta leave again
She don't wanna go
Hates to be away from me so long
She calls me everyday but
She can't kiss her baby on the phone
When we're hanging up
The tears start rolling down =')
8:24 PM
Wednesday, March 07, 2007
oooooh CHARLIE!
OH CHARLIE COMPANY! (HOI HOI)
WHERE WE TRAIN TO BE THE SPECIALISTS IN THE
MIGHTY NCC!
woohooo! yaaay! WOOOHOOO!!
aaaaaaaaaah!! its so fast!! its us!! CEDAR NCC'S OWN CHARLIE 07!
look at the left side there!! *points like mad*
got addition to the profile tingy. YAAAAAAAAY!
oommgg! its like, SO FAST! i rmbr us being bananas during the first muster parade.
den our first rank.
DEN NOW! YAAAY! TWO LINES!! HAHAHAHA.
like omg lah. damn fast. 3 yrs in cedar. 3 yrs ive been waking up early, see-ing marlia's face. gaawd! nyeeheehee! cedar definitely holds many memories for me, which will last for an entire life time!!
and like, wahsey, i hope im a sec one again. i dont want to leave cedar. DONT WANT!! gaawd, i am so glad i came to cedar. its just AWESOME! YAAY!
den den, comes ncc. its like. wah, nobody will noe how we feel towards ncc, CEDAR NCC. =) aaaah, love it!
haaais, bt yar, all good things come to an end.
wether we like it or not. but that doesnt mean other good things wont begin. hee. i am trying so hard to stay strong n face this problem i have calmly. no worries. i created this trouble, i will face it myself.
ok enuf. TODAY TODAY TOODAAAY! WOOHOO!! AAAAAAAAAAH!! i think elle will receive her retribution one day. PLS DONT PUSH ME LIDDAT AGAIN!! PAISEY LAH SEY! paisey lah sey. hmmm. paiSEY lah SEY. sounds weird. ok, im lame.
N YAY!! AAAAAAAAH! IM SO HAPPY!!! TWO LINES! HAHAHAHA. ok nvm! bluek! n oh, starting frm sch reopen after march hols, im gg to do all my hwk. im planning to do. i will not malas malas. yaay! hahaha, as for now, 2 more days to slack. hahaha. no laah, two days to find out what i shud change. yay!
wheepeedooo! ok, im so sleepy n tired. gona ZZZZ. yaay! n so nice to see ex-spects! mwaaacks! aaaaaaaah! i miss u already!
8:45 AM
Monday, March 05, 2007
reply to tags!sa: wat kaya my head? haha, 50c ice cream so cheapo!! n wheres my prezzie?! hehe. aww, ur proud of me? heehee. ok thanks. =)twinkle star: naggy = mummy. hehehe, yay! i rock! thank u sweetheart! n i did come back soon didnt i?wife: hey! long time no see! heehee, touching the marching!nasha: ok nasha, chill. hahaha. dont cry anymore!!shalu: u wols lah u! haaaiyooh!sa: eeeww! brown? oh god, pls dnt remind me!twinkle star: love is in us. =)shyaza: thank god u dint see! e lesser ppl. e better!eiyra: yay! ira's back! woohoo! =)
2:13 PM
Saturday, March 03, 2007
OAC!!!!!!hello wonderful earthlings!did u miss me? i noe u miss me! oh say u do coz i noooe u do!ok, enough. lemme fill ur curious minds about OAC '07.first day.reached sch, blabbed to marlia abt hw to survive. den reached campsite. otw there in da bus, cheered like mad womANZ, which was cool. den reached campsite, got bitten by a few mosquito. den i forgot what happened. hahahaha, but i noe it was raining. OH! we went off to (nyjc or issit njc?) to do da lightings. i shall not say anything. one word: &*%^$%&*%&(if u cn guess what it is, i salute u.anyway, bathe n eat. n finally, after a few loong light years of debreif-ing, we finally get to close our eyes. i didnt even hv time to think abt ghost, coz by that time, i was off in egypt.2nd day.we did field cooking, games, den i forgot already. but games ah, GOD DAMN FUN!!HAHAHAHA. kite. rosalind was pulling lixian so hard, den she looked like a kite flying off. DAMN FUNNY. u really shud see how lixian looked. mwahahaha!oh oh, i puked when eating the vege. yucks!den den den, hmmmm. i swear i cnt rmbr.oh!! labrador challenge. it was raining, so we all walked arn in poncho. damn funny! u shud see us walking arn like vege's of diff colour.and then, and then, yaaaa. hahahaa, cnt rmbr already. hmmm, ok then, lets move on, to pt. i like the " i got peace by the river part ". hahaha, very fun. n wenever im with dat kiyah, i wont stop laughing. kambing lah she!den hmm, ok moving on. HIGH E. maaaaaaaaaak! seram nak mampos!! so scary lah!!but LEADER lyana n ic adlin, were making me laugh. i donoe y, but they were amusing. heh, i wonder why. kambing. hahaha, but it was fun AND scary! heehee, n yes, finally, for the last station, gez what?it happened again. i gez cause, i was damn scared, otw up, climbing that pole thing, my eyes went black, my lungs were STUCK n my hands were numb. i cnt even scream to them to tell that i was hyperventilating. used sign language. halfway down, cnt take it already.so yar, wen i reached the grn, really, evrything went pitch black. den were touching my hands, removing my shoes, n smelling my disgusting socks. hahahahaha! den den den, ms poon came, n pushed me onto the stretcher. hahaha, i was in pain! the rocks were burning hot!den poof, i went into sick bay. n awhile later, elle came. telepathy i gez! ic suria n ic nishanti were by our side. very funny. i had to control my laughter. wheee.n ic nishanti told me a news. a good news? hehehehehe! but too bad, we had to break camp dat day itself. which was yesterday. very shocking indeed. haais, we sang the linger song. but the feeling wasnt really there.haaais, overall, OAC WAS AWESOME!! heehee. muaacks! i dont mind another oac. haaais.ok, enuf of oac, here comes NORMAL sch life. GPA! in one week's time. aaaaaaaah! hehe. ok! tc ppl. MUAAACKS! =)
7:17 PM
Friday, March 02, 2007
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!!oommgg!! cn u believe it?! oac is OVER!!!aaaaaaaaaah!! ok, we were suposed to be back on sunday, but we went home today. gez why?!coz of many cases of mild food poisoning. yapz yapz. so all of us little kids were released.3S definitely bonded. we reaaly did!! n da boofylala n da boom da boom is awesomely cool!!we rock man! bt however, we did not hv campfire, thus we cudent show off our cheer. mwahaha.ok, im dead tired. so yes, i will tell ALL abt oac 2moro.n of course, thank you leaders n instructors for such a wonderful camp! =)n yes, thanks to the kind ppl who carried me off in that orange stretcher of urs. hee!ok ok, shall explain sm other time. brain nt working well now."now, now, now eh?"
" eh, eh, oooh!"
"klakar eh? klakar?"
sounds familiar marlia? mwahaha.