i just cant take your tears, i hate this part right here.

life is so full of ups and downs.

today was sucha.... typical school day. drag drag, sleep abit during lectures, eat alot during breaks.

after school, had a bad craving for bandung. went to 7-11. regretted buying the bandung. taste like fuck.

we did gym today. damn happy can be with the team.

but then, he just gotta spoil it. it plain sucks that i am injured damn it. kanasai shit. i will study hard and not bring the soccer girls reputation down. just watch out you. grrrr.

after training. omg, one of the best nights i ever had in vj. ahems. rachel, hui xin, java and jess. plus pris. laughed like nobody's business. java was so funny that i almost hyperventilated. so freaking funny.

amidst all the laughing, i feel so full. no no, not the hungry kind of full. but my life felt full, complete? but then now that i am alone here under my bed, i feel empty. like where is everything? where is everyone? veryvery funny feeling.

ok, had two and a hlaf can of red bull. im so charged that i am actually studying at such an hour. YAY ME.

ok dah, life doesnt suck. life doesnt suck. life doesnt suck.

i really need bandung. like right now. omg.

it was hard. damn hard.