3:23 PM
Sunday, November 29, 2009
{beside the green green grass}this post is gonna be dedicated to my one and only obsession: Fernando Torres.i remember that night i decided that i will start to embrace a football team fully and make it part of my life since soccer is going to be my life for the next two years.the only natural choice would be liverpool. my brother is a huge fan, so big that he shaved his hair off for a liverpool match against man u. hence, i was already following liverpool since young, but not really to a large extent.but one day, after training, i saw you on tv during a liverpool match. my heart skipped a beat and my jaw dropped. ive never seen anyone as perfect as you. those eyes, such intensity, such hunger.. sent shivers down my spine. the way you ran, those strong legs..... ooooooooooh. and how can i miss, that blonde hair and that black hairband. wow. speechless.then i realised i could not get you out of my head. so i searched you on google. the more i know about you, the more i fell for you. the way you made me smile when i see your pictures, the way you made me day dream... i cannot believe it, you stole my heart.till today torres, i still dream of you. my biggest wish, would be to see you. my only closest chance to meeting you was when liverpool came to singapore. but but, i didnt have the chance. i really didnt. i missed out and that i regret till now.ive been watching liverpool matches and i will instantly scream when i see you appear. i sing your songs, i applaud your efforts and i believe in you. so, torres, bottom line: i love you.so dear god, i am pleading to you. let me see my hero, at least once before i die(:
10:41 PM
Saturday, November 28, 2009
{ to know that i am happy with some other guy}hello hello(:woah, i swear, i have been eating like a fat pig. that really sucks. i ate lamb chop todaayyy(: finally satisfied my cravings. but, need to work extra hard next week during training to get rid of the fats i gained just from today. help me god.hehehe, so yes. finally got to meet my kawankawan at the mosque. they looked so cute and im happy that they are in heaven now. cheyy. hahaha. but yknw what, all the takbir and stuffs made me feel all religious again. but it lasted for a minute or two. ahahaha, i mean, yeah, i do understand whatever you are doing/saying but... i guess its not my time yet to embrace that way of life fully.... yknw what im saying? tsk. nvm.woah, katy perry's thinking of you is reallyreally nice.mhm, i am very eggcited(: for what for what? HEEEE. dont want tell youuuuuuuuuu. i doubt you people want to know anyways. hahaha. cheap thrill. ok i guess i will get gg now. OH WAAAAAAAAIT.HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY AMIRAAAAAAH(: OMG, PPL TURING 18 AND YOU ARE JUST 17! SO LUCKY! hahahaha, i love you dear girl(: muaaaacks!"... im leaving never to come back again ..."
12:02 PM
Friday, November 27, 2009
{this innocence is brillant}hey whats gg on sweetbuds(:been sneezing and having blocked nose. must be the dust, GO AWAAAAY.gg to see kambing! yay yay! hahaha, nt childish am i? wait, am i really? i dont know.so currently, green day's songs are blasting my ear drums and im loving it. the songs are amazing, if you really listen and try to understand the lyrics properly."... but its only me and i walk alone ..."its true. haiyo, why emo moment pulak ni? tsk. i wish i could change certain things in my life, but i wish for alot of things dont i?was waching style network talk shit about jewellery. tho i dont mind rings, i prefer necklaces. dont you? the silver ones with a really cute and meaningful pendant. but rings are fine too i guess, the way it envelopes your finger. making you feel really secure. maybe thats why ppl exchange wedding bands. cz the circle never ends, and hopefully, your relationship too. oh wells, why am i even talking about this. kepeeesh.ok, i shall go cekik my mom's sambal tumis sotong before it runs out. SELAMAT HARI RAYA KAMBING!(:
8:46 PM
Thursday, November 26, 2009
{meet me halfway}hello cupcake(:ohamgee. hari raya kambing once again!(:i am really eggcited to see the kambings. idk why! KAMBING KAMBING KAMBING!ok, i have to go off veryvery soon.lets just say, life is plenty of rejections only to finally land us somwhere under the sun and wind in our hair. every moment was precious(:and mr pijat (bedbugs) i seriouslyseriously hate your presence in my house. can you please stop breeding and start to move your stinking ass out of my life cz not only do you suck my blood, you made my bantal bushok your home. no no no, you wont be enjoying such luxury for long. COZ THE PEST BUSTERS ARE COMING! WAHAHAHAHA. die you morons, YOUR DOOM IS HERE! YAY!"...one less lonely girl..."
10:52 PM
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
{lean on me}hello my perrrrty people(:there's another song stuck in my head. "...coz i love the way you call me baby..."da da daaaaa. im off.ALL THE WAY LIVERPOOL(:
11:17 PM
Monday, November 23, 2009
{keep running running}HELLO. wheeeeeeee. im happy(: match was very fun(: im very happy. hahaha, wheeee.idk why, but anna nalick breathe is like on repeat mode for the whole day, in my head. hmmm.ok, my tummy is hurting now. i shall go back to sleep before it gets worse.oh and btw, meet the bimz of the team. 
and this super retarded picture of me last year or last two years, that i found in my sister's laptop! omg. so fat. look at the double cheeeeeeen! 
HAHAHA. ok nvm, glad that im living life better now. i cnt wait to hit the sack cz im damn tired!(: and i am very happy that i am tired! AAAAH!(:".. 2 am and she calls me cz im still awake.."
11:51 AM
{i dont know if i can yell any louder}hello lovelies. shit is the understatement of the day.i have been shitting so much. my ass wana drop off already. help me god. HELP ME.i shall go rest my tummy so that i can play well later. mhm, play well.ok, so funny. adults acting like little kids. amusing. veryvery amusing. and they are asking us to grow up.pffft."...i forgot to say out loud how beautiful you really are to me..."and people, if you are in need of cash, please approach mrs hapisang and miss marlium the alien. they are very rich people now and they kindly agreed to share all their wealth with those in need. YAY!ok, i wana shit again. BYE!
11:32 PM
Saturday, November 21, 2009
{im a big big girl, im a big bg world}"..now i cant breathe, no i cant sleep. im barely hanging on.."hey there beautiful. how has it been fr you?nabila darling, happy birthday(:my days have been filled with blood, sweat and tears. songs are blasting from my sisters comfy headphones. its rather cold tonight dont you think?mhm. my thoughts are running all over the place. manymanymany things going haywire for me. studies, soccer, social life. everything not exactly putting a smile on my face. 5. a very significant number at this very moment. 2355. and yet im still holding on to the very last minutes. i need to get some decent sleep, dont you think? its 0000 now. i am starting to feel foolish. what was i expecting, really. you people have a good day ahead.bye.
5:54 PM
Thursday, November 19, 2009
{because everything ends}hello world. well, isnt it a rainyrainy day?my head still hurts from that super loud thunder just now. i have no idea why, but these kinds of thunderstorms just get to me. i ran for my life and landed on my mom's lap. so here i am, sick. again. sucks so much. so so so so much.pissed mom off when i refused to follow her to the mosque): i dont have the energy to.so life has been ohkay. bleargh.it sucks that i missed mine this month. scary shit. im pms-ing almost everyday. thats not good at all.tsk. dah lah, malas i wana talk smore. bye.
10:28 PM
Sunday, November 15, 2009
{let me show you}
"..do you know whats worth fighting for? when its not worth dying for? does it take your breath away and you feel yourself suffocating? does the pain wear out the pride?.."
emo moment over.
ok, lets seeeeeee. finally, i saw a 45 on the weighing scale. YAY! but i think im back to my 47 now): see what one and a half days of no training do to you. keepeeeesh.
so anyways, been staying over at my sis house, forgot to bring my camera charger, HENCE, all the picts ive taken have yet to be uploaded. shitz. soon soon.
saturday was spent entirely with team. went for training, had ghost stories shared during stretchings. then off for lunch at kallang leisure park. did nothing for the longest time ever. then off to the spore vs thai match.
ok gtg(:
9:38 PM
Friday, November 13, 2009
{cz you were mine}finally home after a long day.ok gtg now. bye.
11:12 PM
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
{coz i want it to be me}
HELLO. LIFE SUCKS. MOM MUST SHUT UP NOW.
PEEDOUBLEYOU CAN GO SUCK TROUTS.
AM SO FUCKING PMS-ING AND I AM SO FUCKING TIRED.
DIE.
1:16 AM
Sunday, November 08, 2009
{cz i itch}hello world(: ohamgee, i had the longest saturday todaaaaaaaaaaaaay. oh freaaaakz.training gave me a tan line. HAHAHA, it looked as tho i dipped my upper leg in chocolate. freak shitz. im loving the gym sessions. come on, gimme those toned legs and those nice abs. COME ON!i have yet to really study and i really wana go australiaaa! come come, lets go!and yes my loves, rayyan HAZIQ (not hazeeq) has popped! he is so tiny! my virgin carry was so scaaaary! he is so small! i can hardly remember adam being that small. woah, scary.and sheeeesh, i should go sleep now. but lifehouse's 'blind' is on repeat and i dont feel like stopping it.ok, nvm. i shall go now. bye world(:and ohmygod, you so cheap now. what happened sia.
10:54 PM
Wednesday, November 04, 2009
{snap it up}HARLOW, i just finished the soccer blog and im hereeeez.today was spent on PW and training. oh, whatz new?lets see, went to foanne's house. ate her durian ice cream. painted the sun and the pie chart. planned for 2moro. very eegcited actually. hahahaha. I CAN WAIT!(:THEN, had training(:then, the girls toilet was locked. so we had to bathe using the PIPE TO CLEAN YOUR ASS, in the toilet. gross shit.so im here now. complaining about my life.naughty g. tsk tsk tsk."omg, what the hell is that"
10:35 PM
Tuesday, November 03, 2009
{all dried up}hello world. i am so so so so so so so so so so so x a gazillion to a power of infinity, FUCKED UP TIRED.freak shit head. i am pms-ing. PMS-ING. bullshit. nothing is making me feel good. shit. freak. urgh.I WANT TO SLEEP LAH. FREAK. FUCK IT, HURRY UP WITH PW LAH. MAMPOS. i dont want to be stretched like this anymore. I DONT WANT. but but but, i actually enjoy this feeling. like, i know i am actually alive. like, with emotions and all. i would love to continue sleeping at the tree house, on the comfy bed, on the scandalous sofa or even the cold hard floor. i can sleep anywhere now. i dont care already. i want my sleep):dah lah. i give up. im gg to do pw now. bye world.
