9:31 PM
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
{i didnt get it}if there is a place, lower than what im feeling right now, i dont wish to go there. cz where i am is bad enough.one word for today: BULL.nothing went right. nothing at all. is it possible that, all the bad things happen in day? lemme tell you, it is.hurt. physically and mentally. urgh, die lah. die.
9:58 PM
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
{selamat malam}hello world(:hahahaha, tday was fun! lemme seeeeee, YOGURU, BLACK PEPPER FRANK, STARBUCKS. yummzzzz. all in a time period of 2 hours. pw group mates, we have amazing taste and appetite(:headed back to sch for training. zomg, teamz you all damn funny. cannot carry.ok, im gg off to sleep. VELY SCHLEEEPY. and i have sore throat):
9:56 PM
Monday, October 26, 2009
{cz im only gonna break heart}omfg. im sooooooo tired. and my throaaaat damn itchy. fleaaaaa.the match was....... wahahaaha. no comments eh. whateverrr lah. but makcik must learn to watch her mouth before i sumbat my boots in them. memekak nak mampos. kalau nak bising sangat, go work at pasar geylang ah. careful the apek next door stuff his fish into your nose pulak.omg, esmee denters on radio(: i like i like. "... you changed up your make up, your DNA..."i hope everything will turn out ok. i got alot of shit on my plate, so must like clear one by one.I VERY TIRED LAH. DAH LAH. GOODBYE.
10:50 AM
{this is comeback season}hello world. im currently in comp lab in school. all cold and alone. shall head of to canteen soon to hit maths. boy is having his mock test now, which he came late for. mhhhm.had yummy breakfast. its yummy when its free(: wheeheehee.ok, torres my love, you are simply amazing. and n'gog, terrific job! the rest, amazing job too(: hahaha, this ought to shut you ppl up. YAY!ok, i shall get gg. trying to find marlia. wonder where she is. match later, let it be gooooood. sure ass kena kick one. kepeeesh. ok dah, i shall go now. btw, school comp suck balls.
7:28 PM
Sunday, October 25, 2009
{BECAUSE I AM SLEEPY}hello. hahahaha, why cant everyday be sunday?): im tireed lah. im so tired.stupid microsoft. WHY YOU DIE ON ME. freaking shit lah.and bloody hell, i want itouch. I WANT. should i? crap. i shall work with my mom. hahahaha, korek some money out of her(:dad's friend and his wife came over when parents were out. had to layan them. he is plain weird. i dont understand a word he was saying. sorry cik. MATCH 2MORO. eggciting. hahahaha(:DAH, IM DOING MY InR nowww. BYE WORLD(:
11:09 PM
Saturday, October 24, 2009
{its a revolution}hello world, the bloody talk in the morning was bull.the mendaki thingy was short and sweet. hahaha, tho i think they wana save cost on renting the hall thats why its short. wheeee.glad i didnt fall on stage. creepy guy who stared at us taking self timer shot. made new friends.i reached home, nincompoop msged and asked if i was gg fr his aunty's wedding (mom's best friend). if i knew he was there i would have gone laaaaaah. so sorry nincompoop. some other time hor? i know i was/am your favourite student and will always beeeee(: haahaha.so when i reached home, i realise just exactly how tired and worn out and sleepy and stretched i am. the past few weeks have been real tough. trainings and all, mentally and physically draining. woah. i really no energy sia tday.yeap, so my OP part is done and im done irritating fauzan (NICE ENOUGH?) who is irritating me.LIVERPOOL VS MANCHESTER UNITED. keeping my fingers crossed.wanna go shopping anyone?(: heeeheeheee.OK DAH. SAYA NGANTOK NAK MAMPOS(:
11:01 PM
Friday, October 23, 2009
{because im not fifteen}hello world(:im currently listening to muttons on radio and im laughing like mad.i think i laughed so freaking much tday. hahahahahaha. thanks to JESS. omg, she crazy shit i tell you. wtfreeeaaak. dinner at parkway was more like abs training.omg, talking about training. im so frigging tired! but im loving it! ahhahaha, as in the losing weight part. im nearing my 45 mark! but according to mr lim, its 51 that im supposed to be heading. NOOOOOO. cnt cnt cnt. i dont want to be 51kg. no no nooo):"... this time baby, i'll be bulletproof..."studies wise, OMFG. im so freaking thankful i dont have to take econs RE paper. i cnt imagine myself gg thru econs like mad again. and dropping to H1 chem darlings. yes, i do realise that i am absolutely not a science person. if you are gonna look down on me cz i am dropping to H1, lemme tell you it doesnt matter what you think. cz i dropped to combi science in sec 4 and got my ass at VJC. did you get your ass over? no you didnt. so shut your ugly trap before i stuff it with the world's shit bank. diam uh. you suck.so yes, long day 2moro! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
9:43 PM
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
{when i say juump, you say how high?}hello world. i am very tired. i shall keep my faith. keep my faith in everything. no matter what, just be strong.ok, i am actually in a very awkward position. cz manx, i do expect alot dont i? if only you know, how much i wish for you everytime i drag my feet back.OH WELLS, I AM FINE PEOPLE(: i shall go to bed early tonight. oh wait, thats what i say everyday. DOUBLEYOUARRRR! we can do this pw mates(:"... i mishh ya, i mishh ya and i really wana kishhh yaa.." WAHAHAHA.
2:57 PM
Sunday, October 18, 2009
{running running, as fast as we can}
hello amazing creatures of the world. i had an amazing time yesterday doing pw at VALERIE'S HOUSEEEE! ok, we baked brownies, ordered pizza hut, go online window shopping, watched a korean concert on her flat screen and karaoke using her awesomez wirelezz mikes! AMAZING VOICE SIA, HER MOM! damn good!
and then we had fun at her field. ok, not her field, but the open space there. i upload picts whenever ah ok. DAMN GOOD! must do it again! (:
mhm. anyways, im taking life as it is now. slowly. cz why? cz im a soccer girl. and i will stick to it.
heart you team(:
11:07 AM
because i have madrasah now and i can only update later(:
8:26 PM
Friday, October 16, 2009
{who's gonna run this town tonight?}see that baby up there? idk if i should invest in that or itouch. not that i really have the money ah, but i wana work towards it): entah uh. lemme think for a few days.anyways, promo's results being an exreme bitch to me. dk why sia. fcuk man. fcuk. (verygratefulformygpessaytho*insert beeeeeeg smile*) seriously. sometimes you just gotta roll around in your success, no matter how small it is, to make yourself feel less rotten and more useful. bear with me ppl.mom;'s not being very understanding and i really dont know how to explain my life to her. i dont know. i really dont knowww lah damn it. TRSUT ME MOM. TRUST ME.ok nvm, its bull shit. HAHAHA, THAT REMINDS ME OF YIP YIP YIP YIP! nvm, foanne, inside joke.hmmmmm, im burnt. ohwells. life's not being very nice. dah lah, im very tired. urgghhh.and please lah ok, stop pretending already. smack your fat face then you know. kanasai.I DONT KNOW LAH. very bingit. and im not liking my blogskin at all. NO TIME TO CHANGE IT LAH DEY. kanasai.word of the day: KANAAAAAAAAAAASAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAI.
11:42 PM
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
{ im here without you baby}oh my frigging god, i am in extreme pain. my left arm is falling off soon. i swear. ok, im so freaking tired now. like frigging ttm!ok, i shall be gone. sleepsleepsleep.arm cannot move sia. BYE WORLD.
11:50 PM
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
{coz you make it easy}hello world. ohmyfreakinggod. i am dead beat. but there's sth i need to say here.got back two papers. ppl are talking abt getting As and Bs. here i am still stuck in my zone of S. what the freak. didnt i study? i didnt study enough? maybe maybe. yeah, i should stop being so down about my results. i can do it. i know i can.and then there's the other bullshit that you spat to my face. seriously dude, ppl have feelings. of course im not the prominent one, i dont have the talents or skills they have. but does that give you the right no ignore me till such an extent? way to make me feel welcomed. hah. hah.ok fine, enough emo-ing. after training, headed home with rasyiqah. guess what happened next.i was outside my house, rummaged around for key. nope, cnt find it. called mum, she out with dad. i refused to sit outside and wait. so after trying to pry into the window, i manged to open the hall window. but the opening wasnt big enough for my body to go through. so i pryed open the upper glass part. and it came off!so i smartly, dive in head first into my living room. breaking a window pane and smashing a flower pot along the way. wahahahaha! all this happened within the course of 45 minutes! sweating like mad!so cleared everything, but had to tell mum about broken window. not the whole dive head first ah, just the gist of it. she mad like crazy.so now, i am checking out the damage done to my body. bruises and cuts all over. a huge mega bump on my thigh. damn pain. hahahaha, and the open cuts are gonna kill me when i bathe damn it.but thats it, im never jumping into my house again. lesson learnt baby.finishing up pw now. fuck my life.
11:41 PM
Monday, October 12, 2009
{you just dont care, you just dont care}i am sore. from head to toe.i am fucking sleepy, and i hate it how you control my life.fuck the world, cz im a fucked up human and not a robot.knncb.
11:20 PM
Thursday, October 08, 2009
{its ohkayyy}
kepeeeeeeesssssssshhhhhhhhhhh, I SAY KEPEEEEESH.
zack oh am gee. i am dying here. as in seriously.
URGHHHHHHHHHHHHH, A MILLION TIMES!
gimme the strength i tell you. giveittome.
open house 2moro, j2 farewell 2moro.
dah lah, i ngantok already. byeeeee.
10:43 AM
{i dont know boy, i think i may be}i. am. in. pain. muscle ache like my neighbour's business.PAAAAAAAAAAAAAIN I SAAAAAAAAAAAAAY. i take so long to climb up my bed! and after i did, i realised i did not switch the fan on so i had to take forever to climb down and then up again. TORTURE I TELL YOU. OHAMGEE.training again tday. am dressed in my fbts and sports bra, with fan in my direction. shiok giler. and whats nt shiok is i having ykw what, so it will be fucking uncomfortable. gaaaaaaahhhh.ok, i have 15 minutes to get my ass over to bdk int and then meet rashaker and then zoom to sch. OH YES! THE PULLOVER IS TDAY! yaaaaaaaaaaaay!(:dah lah, my badan dah nak give up ni. hahaha, but i gont give up. NO NO NO. bye world! i will update later again.
10:40 AM
Wednesday, October 07, 2009
{gimme gimme more}"...Once a week, Liverpool fans feel like the most important people on earth and make players feel like it too. They give everything and they ask for nothing in return..." (Torres, El Nino: My story pg.14)hello world. im awake, with muscle aches at almost every single possible part of my body. must be the trying trying of gym stuffs yesterday. zomg, if its gonna make me muscular (hopefully he meant TONED) then bring on the gym baby. gg back to school again, for another round of training. hopefully it would be better today and my cell count thingy is above my yesterdays one! lets go girls(:and i hope, i dont die during the test. wheeep. and oh, i bought the PULLOVER! hahahaha, so jakun. but its perrrrtyyy.shall go harvest my crops first, then go bathe. and eeyerrr, i need a new small towel. preferably, the roxy or ripcurl one. chey, hahahaha(:ok, bye world. im off!and i miss all my friends (marlia, elle, nurul, nabila, hafiza bacin etc.)
11:19 PM
Tuesday, October 06, 2009
{got a problem tell me now}hello. im supposed to be sleeping and like, bringing dk what cell thingy to the optimum level again for training again 2moro. entah uh.but just some things came to mind, and i couldnt sleep. yeap. being thankful, wished you could be.
10:36 PM
{yummmmmyyy}so i survived. im here. and im gg off to lala laaaaaaand.byeeee world(:
11:11 AM
{i make em good girls go bad}
ola, i have many things to update. but i got no time. gg back to school for training(:time to strap on those shin guards, pin up that hair, pull up those socks and tie those laces.. cz its time, to kick balls.see if i make it home kay. bye world.
9:42 PM
Friday, October 02, 2009
{do you still have balls?}hello world, goodbye promos. hello future hell. bleagh.real tear jerker. i got no mood.and yeah, promos are over and so is my life.
distractions. hah.
9:31 PM
Thursday, October 01, 2009
{i wana dig my eyes out}ohmyfgod.i am so f stressed. i cannot tahan anymore. my brain is fucked up saturated. sooner or later, owerland flow above my skull will occur. and then return flow will come in terms of tears, pee and shit. and then im gonna need foreign aid when i am totally flooded. am not making sense.suddenly, the bleach looks sooo tempting.nono, no suicidal thots. just thinking.fuck, hurry up. i wana enjoy my chicken at ecp 2moro. im gonna be the ugliest zombie with the ugliest eyebags the school has ever witnessed. i mean, if you do see how ugly the people are in my school (beside my friends, cz all my friends are hot stuff), i must be in a pretty messed up state to beat all of them(which i am going to)dah lah, i wana go suffer for another few hours with maths cz i totally and disowning my geog notes cz they took up too much of my bloody time already.bye.
