three cheers for me.
she is the one and only
kai lin. kai lin sometimes also goes by the name
DancingSheep.
kai lin is 14 in the year 2008 but will be 15 at 0000 25062008. kai lin is currently studying in nanyang girls' high
school.
7:26 PM
Wednesday, April 30, 2008
{We'd cross the deepest oceans Cargo across the sea And if you don't believe me Just put your hands on me And all the constellationsShine down for us to see And if you don't believe me Just put your hands on me}im freaking hooked to this song.{We'll climb Tibetan mountainsWhere we can barely breathe I'll see the Dalai Lama I'll feel him blessing me And all the constellations Shine down for us to see And if you don't believe me Just put your hands on me Your hands on me}geography was a hell lot better than chemistry where i reached the last question just an hour after the paper started coz i practically skipped all the questions. faaarkk chemistry.{Someday when our stories are told They'll tell of a love like this When our descendents are all growing old 1,000 years they'll be singing Nah-nah, nah-nah, nah, nah, nah}well, amaths, physics and history.. time to meet your doom sweethearts. grrrrr. I CANT WAIT FOR MYES TO BE OVER. i know i should not be here. hahaha, bt its ok.. 2moro, ITS A-MATHS DAY. eeee, so horrible. all the blardy trigo identities. YUCCKSS. nvm darling, kick amaths' butt. KICK IT HAAAAAARD.*sigh*, what the hell. turn back the clock, i wana be in your arms.I CANT WAIT FOR NEXT WEDNESDAYYY. parade! YAY! hahaha, our 2nd last one. can you believe it? oh myy, our 2nd last parade. after four years. oh god, four years. our 2nd last parade? its coming, its REALLY COMING.cedar ncc. my pride, my glory.i have always been proud of my cca and i always will. HEY GUESS WHAT?! i waas part of the proud history of cedar nc. there were ups and there were downs. there were mistakes that will bug me forever. no one besides us, we, will understand why certain things are like that. they are just, like that. and i want to see it stay the same way. will it be? hmmm, im sure if ex ex ex ex ex ex ex ex ex ex ex specialists were to come down and see us now, they will definitely (this part will only visible if you are/were part of cedar ncc). HAHAHA, ok,im nt making sense am i? see,things are just, LIKE THIS. call it stupid, i'll call you stupid. =)ups or downs, left or right, ncc has given me a chance to be somebody, to meet somebody, and to know how it feels to be a somebody. i may not have the highest rank nor the shiniest boots, but i have the best platoonmates that anyone can ever ask for.we may not seem tight, we may not go out together, we may not take that many pictures together but thats what make us close. distance makes the heart grow fonder. =)i love all 22 of you, which includes me as well. heeheehee. =) and you people out there, just shut ur trap and you will lead a peaceful life. aha.woah, i suddenly feel soooo... HAHAHA, what the hell. emotional. donoe how many tissue paper went into the waste paper basket. cheem.aiyooo, stress reliever. 2moro would be a long amaths day.and i've refreshed my blog for the 1000th time to listen to the song. ITS SO NICE!{i dont need no cars baby, i would wait for the last bus even just to go home with you.}
3:04 PM
Monday, April 28, 2008
damn.i actually thot changing my blog song.but now, it has a significance somehow.so listen closely.it hurts."...talking bout, girl i love you, you're the one..."
12:24 PM
Saturday, April 26, 2008
i am as bitter as a bitter gourd.i am as bitter as the cough syrup.i am as bitter as i can be.AND IT FAAAAARKING HURTS.lalala, do you know it hurts to be bitter?hahahaha. and you know what? go live your life.i shall pop in once in a while when you need me.yeahs, you only want me there when you need me there.you got me thinking you know.thanks heh, its not as if ive not been thinking this past few days. BLEARRGH.its a bitter day for a bitter person. im going to kick you, punch you, karate chop you, twist your nose upside down, choke you to near death and slam you with your bantal pelok the next time i have the chance to.and you know why?coz i love you.and you know what? you suck. *stick my tongue out*oh my, too much studying made me like this. and yessss, once again, i saw the smiles you had on, i heard the laughter you had and i saw the sparkles in your eyes. too bad im not the reason why. lalala, this post is turning into some shit. i ought to be studying, but itS my break now. hmmm, i am so annoyed with you.BLUEKS!
7:21 PM
Friday, April 25, 2008
yess yess.dont smack me people,i am all geared up for a full blast mugging day 2moro. i am gona be a WILD KID tonight! ok noo. but im not touching any books tonight. wheepee!i am on a mission. i will finish it by tonight. YAY! =)
6:09 PM
Sunday, April 20, 2008
oh my god.i seriously thank god, that i am much more mature now.oh my god.i just went back to my archives.ya allah, zaman kentalan babi.what the hell. i made it so obvious. no wonder, OH MY GOD. i must be mad.i cnt stand myself. now, if i were to see a blog similar to mine last time, i understand that the person would change for the better not too long from now.aiyoyoyo. ohmy, im like in total humiliation and despair now. how stuuupid can i get? oh my. im sure you have no idea what im talking about. hahaha. HAHAHA. aiyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyo.my sec one and two years.OHMY. i must be really crazy. AAAAH!!{lemme hide in your shadow. PLEASE!}
8:18 PM
Friday, April 18, 2008
i feel so scared.im deluding myself and the world.im just kidding myself around for say, another two years.then reality will start to sink in, and poof, life = fun, would be over and life = hell, will begin.and nothing ever lasts. nothing lah damn it. i hate frenster. it sucks. it got me thinking of all this when im supposed to be concentrating on me mid years.ooooh, screw mid years like you screw the other mid years siti nadzirah. you suck big time. waste of time and paper and ink when you plan out your, STUPID TIME TABLE THAT YOU DONT FOLLOW.oooh, suck it up will you? PFFT. i hate school. i dont want to spend my yeaaaars of life, climbing up that blardy thorny ladder when i will finally be called a DR, coz i have a phd where i would be around 101 years old.SCREWW THE WORLD. why cant they be happy with just psle scores. thanks heh mdm audra, the flow chart on the board is depressing.haiyoh tammy bammy my bamboo tree, howw? are we gg to complain and complain and decide what ppl would be when they grow up all the time/ what about US, what do we look like we could be doing?actually, your idea of being a road sweeper is not bad ley. we open up our own company. we go get degree on how to sweep very well, den we can go for kopi breaks whenever we want to. ehh, not bad eh.we can even come up with new songs during our kopi break. HAHAHA. ok nvm, im imagining you adding stupidly funny ideas as i am having this conversation with myself.actually, i dont even think tammy will read this. SCREW THE WORLD!!who for HPC? who for HPC? who for HPC? definitely, NOT you-know-who and maybe not the i-think-you-know-who. hmm, about the other you-know-who-left, i donoe ley. HMMM, candidate one, two or three? im definitely not choosing THAT one. so left two. HMMMM, but i dont like the i-think-you-know-who's voice, sorry. so left with the, you-know-who-left. HMMMM. ok decided. hahaha.truthfully, it doesnt matter to me, JUST SO LONG, that YOU-KNOW-WHO dont get it. she gets on my nerves. eeeeeeee!ok. {i want brownies. do you want brownies?}
6:50 PM
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
whellloo!what a day, i woke up, chack my tempt, 37.6.so i decided to go to school.budden my mom was totally against it and refuse to iron my uniform.so i went back to sleep.then i opened my eyes, and i realize that i felt damn sick.like really really cnt move and my whole body was aching.struggled to find the thermometer and stuffed it in.and woaaah, its 38.8 siaaa.so whined around at home, moaning and whimpering.so poof, we went to the docts.luckily i was wearing my cute pirate undies, coz the doctorrr, injected me butt.it was quite painful lah sey.got two days mc, but 2moro got oral so i guess, im gg to sch 2moro. also, elle and tammy cannot live wtht me. teehee. =)))i ate the blardy medicines and i poofed to lala land.oh k. turra.i need to catch my running nose.
8:12 PM
Sunday, April 13, 2008
1:10 PM
Saturday, April 12, 2008
why garde sooo prooooooo?wooohooo! =)YAY YAY! what a memorable last sports day.4S, we did good dint we? yessaaa. BEST CLASS! woohoo! CHAMPION HOUSE. WOOOOOHOOOOO! hahaha.my voice is a bit weird today but its still here. damn.and to YOU, wow, thank you so much for your enthusiasm. it clearly showed yesterday. you were hurt? aww, boohoo. guess you hurt the other 37 back huh?first love. aha, sure. why are we being punished? did we plead and beg to get you?no. so why dont YOU plead and beg for your wonderful WARM sweet attentive lovely exc**ss. they are wonderful arent they? so yeah, GO.actually i have no feelings already.im indifferent towards you. nothing you do or say or feel is gg to affect me. HAH. take that in your *** face.am i beeeing mean? hah. i dont thiiiink so.blueks!all ryte. im off. i finshed my homework, on a saturday morning. wonderful siti nadzirah, keep it up! =)and wheeee, late night msgs kept me hiiiiiigggghh. wheeeee! =)
7:29 PM
Sunday, April 06, 2008
hey hey hey, you know what?its coming. the day is coming!can you believe it?its been so long. and i want it to be longer. do you want it to be longer? do you? do you?teehee! YAY! im a happy kid with you around. bwahaha.i found out a dirrrrty little secret. but nope, my lips have been sealed, with a kiss.alllllll ryte. i shall stretch all i can today. im reaching my toes like im reaching for your cute little face.yess yess yess."last" parade coming. its really coming.you know what to do, so do it. and i still cant believe the dirrrty little secret. TEEHEEHEE. =)mwahahaha. whenever i think of what gabriel did, i would seriously laugh to myself. like what im doing now.ok dah, im offfffff. take care!and no no, rah rah told me the meaning of earthling. no no, its not a good word. wheeheehee.take care! =)
8:32 PM
Saturday, April 05, 2008
hellooo! =)today = FREAKING AMT OF FUN + STRESSaffirmation ceremony was just, i dont know what to say. it was fun, and definitely entertaining. i can conclude that nothing beats wearing no.1. no.5 was awesome, but nabila saaaaaid my pants like aladdin! which i totally agree . teehee.
yeaps, the fantastic four no? NUMBER 5! yay!
the gundupoks which made me smile. =)
yeaps, credits to boo ken.
the cadet officers, the specialists and the cadets. three generations.
the band conductor, im amazed by him. he has so much control with just a swish swoosh of his hand! woah.
after twenty hundred hours, the sirs finally took this picture.
ma'am sarah and ma'am rupini. =)
the enciks.ok yes, so we did not that many pictures. but i swear, the best part of being in ncc is, the pride, the honour and the russshh of blood that you get, when you stand before the eyes of many.i felt it during syf. i felt it during school NDP, i felt it during NCC day and now, an addition to my list, i felt it during affirmation ceremony. just being there, in the middle of the place, i could see nothing, hear nothing but then a sudden surge of boost will come and you will just enjoy every single moment of performing.i adore this feeling. i am so glad, that after four years in NCC, i am able to taste how its like, to be out there. phuuy, i am so glad i joined ncc.HAHAHAHA, what the hell is up with me. omg.AND, scarface? haiyoooh. and i-candy, double bubble haiyooooooooooh.i love warface. =) teeheehee.and damn the stupid boots, i love the sound it makes, but i still hate it. DAMN BLOODY SLIPPERY lah can? zomg. but we did it, nobody fell, nobody slipped. hahaha, im thankful. =)
9:57 PM
Wednesday, April 02, 2008
oh my god.i am so bloody drained out.when i reach home today, i know i had no more than an ounce of energy left.but of c, i TRIED so veery hard to do the dumb 14.5. did first two, then realize, i had study for the test 2moro. so took out my notes. fine, i so know whats going to happen.dont even talk abt chem TA.dont even talk abt buzz at canteen.and dont even talk abt amaths test. i tried my so very best to study. which i am going to tonight. lesser sleep = more marks. fuyyy, i so blardy hope.and yes, i have no comments for today. im sorry i said the one word, which is wrong of me. sorry.and tears may have been shed, but the pride we have in all of you, would not subside just like that. as much as we would want to just give up, we all believe and know, that we cant and we wont. so dont make us. dont push it.aha. so yes, lets see. and not that we dont want to see, we dont deserrrrve it.so number 5 2moro. i am like, so not looking forward to 2moro.so shut up.
