2:19 AM
Monday, December 31, 2007
oh wow, its 2.20 am and here i am.nabila made me nocturnal.been on the phone with her for 78 minutes or so.i tried to oven-nate my hot dogs, but when i bite into them, IT WAS PLAIN SHHIT. so now, its back in the oven.its so strange what im feeling.its like, i feel all floaty and dreamy one moment, and all down and sad the next.sth kept me strong tho. every time i feel like giving this whole thing up, i read this.. and it makes me believe in it again..'...if you need a shoulder to cry on,i can be that person.if you need a listening ear,i can be that person.if you need a pillar of strength,i can be that person.if you need a hug,i can be that person.if you need a kiss, i can be that person.."can you remember all this? i know i can. and i always will.sometimes i wana call you, but i know you wont be there.
4:15 PM
Sunday, December 30, 2007
im a really happy girl. =)but, i so have to motivate myself to study.ive been doing a maths for donoe how long but i still feel like, wadda hell, im blardy dumb.siggghh, i cnt wait for sch to start coz, i wana be back in my sch u, with mua lovelies.but the thought of being so stressed in class, and the times where i swear i cnt open my eyes no more.aiyooo, i rmbr those ss/hist lessons. ms ng was eyeiing me like mad, as told by tammy. BT I SWEAR, i cnt open my eyes, no matter hw hard i try. GRRR.and then the maths lessons, the heart pain times.english, was bear-able.geog was ok, but there were the times where my eyes refuse to open.chemistry was shites. nth went in.physics was ok laah. tho i felt like a tortoise, cz i was damn slow.HELP. whhhy cnt i be a good nerdy girl? ehh, maybe i cn. i am so motivated to study now. NYEEHEEHEE. buy buy peeps!n if u are reading this, GO FUCKING STUDY!!! =)"...you are my baby love..."-nicole scherzinger once said.
2:39 PM
Friday, December 28, 2007
whats up peeps?im gg mad. n im very hungry. all rytes.bye peeps. i wana finish up my hwk.
8:27 PM
Tuesday, December 25, 2007
calm down baby.calm down.i hate waiting. i hate waiting. i hate waiting!homework sucks.i want to go to paris, and hv smbody say all that in french to me.eiffel... im in love is a damn horrible movie which has made me day dream so much. DAMN IT.i wantt. any french speaking hotties arn? oh wait, i alr have one! YIPPEE!*come on, give me a chance to day dream ya'll.*exhibition 2moro. then hwk date with amirah.hmm, i wana go eat! wheee! =)je vous manque le bébé. =)
4:20 PM
Monday, December 24, 2007
a lot of ppl, has been getting on my nerves.friendster is on my hate list.im gg to do my hwk now.i love hl milk. YAY! =)
2:36 PM
Sunday, December 23, 2007
hello kids. today, i will show you, whata good girl i've been.tho this is my second spot, i will tell you why im still here.i currently have chores to do, which had never happened before.mummy is gone, so i guess its up to mua and mua sis to do the job. since no one's home today, im in charge. yay.
i woke up, i saw that the yesterday's laundry was still up.
so i decided to bring it down.
but i needed that pointy thing's help cz i wasnt tall enuf.
and boy, i succeeded!
but oops, accidents happen. yes yes.
then i washed the next batch of laundry.
thats me, dancing as i hang the laundry.
the heavier ones inside.
and the lighter ones outside.
yesterday's laundry.
and taaaaadaaaaa, ALL SET TO GO INTO THE WARDROBES!so yes, that was how amazing my morning was. yay, homework time.but damn, im hungry! ='(
12:34 PM
hello peeps!its a sunny yellow sunday day!mmmm, im in da mooood for SUNDAEEEE!ok enough, i seriously need to stop eating yummy food. STOP.anyways, satisfied my starbucks craving for mocha preline yesterday at vivo with nashaaa!cn u believe it? after 7 years, we finally went out togeda. LIKE FINALLY.we took TONNES of pictures i tell you. we raided ZARA, fox, esprit, mango, forever 21, principles and even TED BAKER!it was goddamn posh, the changing room was awesome. HAHAHA, so funny. i told nasha she looked like a brazilian or mexican or tempat tempat yg sewaktu dengannya. n both of us started to talk shit with donoe what accent and this salesgirl at mango looked at us so shockingly! mwhahaha.we dipped our legs in da pool, sat on wet grass patch and boy did we laugh god damn much.let the pics speak for themselves when miss nasha send it to me, on christmas. =)this years christmas day is gona be a bit special. teehee.i guess its finally mug time and homework time? so much for spending my holidays mugging all day loong. one week left, time to buck up BAYBEH!i've had my share of laughter and freedom, now books, come to me. and mr tuition man, you aint gonna see me laughing my ass off during tuition no more, ITS TIME TO GET : serious.oh oh, i watched bring it on, the newest one. it was so cool, and the captain for the jets, is ashley tisdale's sister. jennifer tisdale. HOW COOL. hahahaha.n i watched norbit yesterday, poor guy. SO YES, enough movies dear siti, TIME TO GET SERIOUS!ADIOS! =)))'you want a piece of me?'-britney spears once said.
7:33 PM
Friday, December 21, 2007
i just read sth, which totally made me turn green. i dont like it.i dont like it.i dont like it one bit.stay away, STAY AWAY.pffffffft, but nvm, its only me and will always be me.i doubt u stand a chance.PFFFFT, but just stay away.mine, MINE. M.I.N.E.BLLUEKS!
7:12 PM
alohaaaaaaa!today was sec 1 registration.pfft, give them 2 mths or so, skirts go up, shirts go down.as per normal.hmm, after that, poofed to marina sq for lunch at burger king.walked arn like mad with nabila to find atm machine. ahahaha. then we ate and talk non stop about shitty things that i wont reveal here.and me and marlia sorta form this song. sing it to the tune of the 'its the season to be jolly, tra la la la la la la la la.'its the season to beli coli,tra la la la la la la la la.hargamurah, fesyen lawa,tra la la la la la la la la.MWAAHAHAHA! its damn funny.and today's daddy's bdae! =)))
10:52 AM
Thursday, December 20, 2007
ALL RYTE PPL!
HOLD ON TO YOUR REINS!!
IM SO FUCKING FREAKED OUT.
today im gonna express my weak point.
my super weak point. like really really weak.
im fucking scared of the dark.
or being alone.
i cnt stand it. my stupid imagination will run fucking wild.
i can just imagine a little girl by the window, sth crawling under my comforter, sm1 pulling my feet.
all this will usually happen for a couple of days after i watch a fucking stupid ghost story. im nt a chicken for ghost movies, but leave me alone after that and i will go totally insane.
last night, i watched bangku kosong on sensasi. its an indonesian movie. about this empty seat in the classroom. for years, nobody was allowed to sit there. but then, this new teacher came to the school, and forced this girl to come sit at that seat. the seat was front row anyway, so kinda weird that nobody sits there.
the girl who was forced to sit there was then disturbed and i do not wish to describe how much i was literally shaking when i watch it.
I SWEAR TO GOD IF THERE IS AN EMPTY SEAT IN MY CLASS NEXT YEAR I AM NOT GONNA FUCKING GO NEAR IT.
and the stupid sound effects was so horrible. RIGHT NOW, my sister and her hubby is watching it in my mummy's room and i am practically blasting pussycat dolls songs in my ear. AAAAAAAAAAAAH!
yesterday night, i couldnt sleep. not only cz i was so damn scared, but for sm other reasons too. but nvm, SHE DESERVES IT. mwahaha.
lemme see, alot of things happen yesterday.
check it out. THOSE DRUMSTICKS, are huge enough to be used to play the real drums. its HUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUGE!
me n big sis made suji!
we made brownies too! YUMMY! =)
thats all. SELAMAT HARI RAYA HAJI.
i miss me mummy and daddy. =(
"...every single day, every time i pray, i'll be missing you.."
- p.diddy once said.
10:16 PM
Tuesday, December 18, 2007
check it out ya'll. GELAREEEEEE.
now now, im a happy kid today. =)))
7:36 PM
Monday, December 17, 2007
momma's gone. dada's gone.im with me sis and sis and bro in law.went shopping today. bought a sun dress at surfer's paradise!did the laundry today. DID THE LAUNDRY TODAY.cooked yesterday.
mwahaha, secret revealed! =) ok byeeee.
12:12 AM
HADY MIRZA FUCKING WON ASIAN IDOL SIAA!!WOOHOOO!hell yeaaaaaaah! =)
4:12 PM
Saturday, December 15, 2007
misery loves company baybeh.-simple plan once said.ola peeeeeeps!IM BAAAAAACK! but my voice is gone.charlie chalet was =).lets see, i woke up arn 06 30 on 14th dec.took 17 poof to downtown east. walked walked walked, and arrived at S12!found my dear platoonmates sleeping away, except for fiona whom i think have a bright future in becoming a chamber maid.gedebak gedebuk, off we went to pasir ris mrt station. then shop shop at ntuc, then we went to elle's house for the delicious mee!then back to pasir ris mrt station to fetch specialists. then marlia's corn flew out in the bus. mwahaha.i think the best part was the water bomb game. hahahaha, so funny! gin kept on blasting all the bombs!! but the pink ladies still rock! hahaha.water gun was fun. IT WAS WAAAR! hahahaha, drenched by the specialists. we had no say! i declare staff adlin the toughest fighter. =)then, bbq was wonderful. the otah esp! and the praaaawns! me n nabila had fun honey-ing the prawns whereas me and cheryl chen had fun shelling and muching the prawns! =)))the "flour-ing" of staff kathleen was so fun! hahahaha. and the brownie was awesome! AND I SLEPT OVERRRRRR.exorcism of emily rose- died halfway. didnt get to the scary part. hahaha, bt the first part was funny, when every1 sarted screaming.night walk was serene. ahahha, but back at the chalet, every1 went bonkers for a comfy place to sleep. ahaha. me n marlia squeezed at the path way.the sun watched us sleep. ahhaha, we were supposed to watch the sunrise togeda but, we slept. heeheehee.so yes, more things happened but i cnt exactly say it out cz its just a wonderful feeling which cnt be described.and so, mummy and daddy gg off tonight. im so gona cry like shit. pffft. i dont like that. but hey, i really cnt believe today is the day that my parents have been dreaming of for so long. i just hope they will have a successful haji. =)sth funny :pspecialists: "what are we having for lunch?"marlia: "mee"and psst, my big sis is gonna be a mummy. *SHHH*
3:17 PM
Thursday, December 13, 2007
good news ppl.good news!but i aint telling till the 26th! =)CHALET 2MORO! WOOOHOO!
7:02 PM
Monday, December 10, 2007
hello you!im a happy kid!nyeeeheeeheee.dont ask why.anyways, today is my 5th day eating strawberry sundae. IN A ROW. zomg.5g of saturated fats are being stored in my body with every serving. HELLLPPP.fuck the ice cream, why must it be so nice.i found a preeeetty blogskin just now. but too lazy to change it.chalet arriving.dont make me start the water works. hahaha.one more week to go baybeh.AND THEN, FREEDOM! oooooh, all the fun i might be having. MIGHT. lalalala, ok im off, dont hv much to blog abt anyways. HWK HERE I COME!and baby, i miss you.
7:15 PM
Saturday, December 08, 2007
holey shite.the course is over. ITS OVER. LIKE OVER.one whole week of sun and rain and idiotic boys and no. 3 and no. 4 and hentak kaki-ing and ma'am alisa's fading voice and OH MY GAWD. so much more.im gona miss hq. but im nt gona miss the early mornings and late nights ive been having.today was POP for us! YEAAAH!nabila and marlia graced us with the presence. hahaha. YAY!and im so glad that tigers did not win. WOOHOO. snap 2 won. oh who cares, SO LONG IF TIGERS DIDNT WIN!competition coming up next march. after that free style drill would be history for me. pfft. lets get it done and over with please.finally, i saw civilisation. i saw people, smiling and doing anything they want. hahahaha, i thot i was gg crazy. maybe i did. nyeehee. ok, im damn tired. had a fun fun fun time.and oh my, dont i miss you so much. =(AND YOU, stop it. i have had enough of ur shit. what u did, really changed my view of you. so yeah, go figure. and all i can say is, whatever. with a huge DOUBLE-YOU flying across your UGLY face. MWAHAHAHA.all ryte, mr nice bed and mr comfy pillow, get ready for me to land on you!and one last thing, isnt yellow pages a wonderful "invention"? ahahaha. it helped me alot. =)))
8:11 PM
Tuesday, December 04, 2007
im so tired that, my whole body is shaking.im so dark, that i can blend into the night, except for half of my forehead, where it is still the old skin colour.im so sore, both my feets, abrasions on my arms, sun burnts on my neck and cheeks, that i cant even cry.but, it is somehow all worth it when you see the rest putting in effort. when there's sth really funny gg on that u cant help but crack a smile.the past two days were both HORRIBLE and yet, enriching and fun. fancy drill is fun and sucky.but nice nice nice PEOPLESSS makes it wonderful once again!!! you know whow we toking abt heh zaKKiyah? NYEEHEEHEE.im so tired. after dinner, prepare no.4 for 2moro, pack bag AND DAAAMN, arent i offf to dreamland baybeh! =)))but now i really need help for my feet. hurts like god knows what.and hey, who knows what 2moro would bring. and i need to get rid of the other colour on my forehead. pfft.'...the strongest oak tree in the forest is not the one that is hidden from the storm, or protected from the sun.It is the one that stands compelled to struggle for its existence against the winds and the rains and THE SCORCHING SUN..'let the last three words be my motivation. please.
12:11 PM
Saturday, December 01, 2007
today's the day.the engagement day.and guess what?im fucking sick.wooh.im an eskimo for the day, with my dad's huge but thick jacket.dats all, too tired to blog.
