4:11 PM
Thursday, November 30, 2006
haaaaaaais.
guess what? i changed blogskin 3 times today. i finally came to a conclusion, that i love this blogskin alot!heehee, isnt it wierd? that if u really love sth, nth else matters. no matter how preety, how sweet, how cool, that would still be ur choice. like they say, love is blind.hahaha, woah, m i really that drama? ooooh wells.today morinig, i dreamt of the wierdest thing anyway can ever think of. hahaha, i was in this wierd train, with amirah. den wen we got out of the train, we saw that the sky, was red.and on the sky, got red dots or issit circles? they form flowers. wth? hahaha, then amirah said, OMG! HARI NAK KIAMAT! (e end of the world).hahaha, i woke up laughing. n wen i was awake, i wanted to say type good morning, n instead, i said, may god bless you, in my msg. wth!heehee, den my mom dragged me to sch to buy sch books. while waiting, i heard the band ppl playing. OMG!!! I SWEAR to u, its freaking nice!!!!!!!!!hahaha, if im nt wrong got the i will survive n ymca n i donoe wat, but its super nice. eeeks! hahaha.den my mom was awed by the npcc ppl wen they were running running, trying to fall in. haha, she was like, why neva get ready early early? (translation)i was like, hah? oh. hahaha, i donoe how to explain oso.. nyeeheehee. den i saw pooja n nabilah (sec 1, soon-to-be sec 2s).IM GG TO BE A SEC 3 PUPIL IN CEDAR GIRLS' SECONDARY SCHOOL!is that the understatement of the YEAR or wat?! hahaha, woots! i cnt wait. gg to be part cs! woohoo! nyeeheehee.n i guess, i am nt ready for next yr, coz my hwk is still intact inside my bag. it has been nesting in there since last day of sch. wow, expect for english hwk. heehee.ook, i gez i hv nth much to say, so yar, hv fun ppl! live ur life!!!!! =)FALLING HEAD OVER HEELS!
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rome: who u calling ass?! hahaha. im bored too!
bombom: hello to u toooo! n yes, i miss u!eiyra: got waaat! hahaha.zarque: THANK YOU ZARQUE!!!! hahaha. =)jaan: NANI IS A FISHMONGER!! HAHAHAHAHHA. =)sa: oooooook. next tyme hor!jane: there it is! =)***********************************************************************************************
8:33 PM
Wednesday, November 29, 2006
amirah darling!!happy birthday!! u are finally 14!! yaaaay!! muax! hope u like my prezzie!!I SIMPLY LOVE *****. =)
6:56 PM
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
hello!wats up peeps? well, what a fun day for me. nyeheehee.well, woke up at 9 sth. aha, den den den, found that my mom was sick. yes, so i decided to be a good girl, and went to clean the house.i folded the laundry, cooked the rice, heat up the lauk, do sm other stuffs lah. heehee, then today, i brewed my first cup of NESCAFE!! aha aha, i fried 3 eggs.my cuzin n my sis was making fun of me. they were like,eh eh, apasal bnyk asap ni? nanti ambulance dtg, fire engine. hahaha, den they get ready the ladder, the hose, the inflatable mattress. HAHAHAHA. ok, i cn imagine. wooots.den den den, yapz. sgt shobana has been reading blogs. *gasp!*how could u sgt? how could you? how could you not TAG! hahaha, ok, im crap. oh wells, many ppl read my blog, bt u all dowan tag! HMPH. bt amirah is forgivable! coz of her wierd computer.aha aha, today is very the cold. i tink im freezing. my hands are getting numb i tell you. heeheehee.oh wells, i'll get gg now. since nth much happened, i shall get lost. wooots. =)DONT KNOW WHEN I'LL BE BACK AGAIN.
************************************************************************************************jaan: bluek!! wtv lah nani! hahaha.to the left: saper sak? hahaha. tak kenal.khairiah: aha, u shud try it. =)eiyra: hahaha! ok ok, im nt emo lah!!!***********************************************************************************************i rate today as..4.0 stars! =)
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3:32 PM
Monday, November 27, 2006
emo emo emo!arlox! heehee, im being truely emo today. absolutely. lets just say, my day started pretty badly. hmm.well, then, i had a bright idea. woohoo!! i became a loner today. wheee.hmm, i was supposed to be somewhere with part of BRAVO bt of c, it was too late so yar, decided to go to east coast in search of my true inner self. *drama mama*reached east coast, around 11.20. aha, went to the bike station, den rented a nice nice G 73 bike! super nice! hahahaha. dats when my journey of becoming a loner begins.i cycled all around east coast all by myself. aha aha, den den den, i reached this waterbreaker. dam cool. got like this path leading to it. so yar, feeling very emo, i walkd there, play with the water. hahahaha. dam fun!!oh wells, den i cycled again.. saw this huge tower tingy. haha, cycled past it at first, den decided to climb it. so i did. da view!!! GAWD!! it left me breathless. the wind was amazingly cold.bt on the steps i saw interesting things, like sth like sth. HAHA. im crap. hahahaha, oh wells, i cycled smore again after that coz it looked like it was gona rain. hmm, den i went to 7-11. bought drinks n saw cedarians. bt of c, they didnt know me. heeheehee.hmm, then i went to wash up at the toilet tingy, i paid 20c wen im suposed to pay 50c. MWAHAHAHA! can u imagine me all alone? hahaha. kinda paisey.i called arina, to come, but she had sm ncc thing.wanted to call amirah, then i forgot. haha, sorry amirah. HEEHEE. oh wells, den it kinda started to rain, so i went to parkway. aha, i bought RED N BLACK SOX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!WOOHOO!! FINALLY!! aha aha, all alone, i walked arn parkway parade. den i called amirah, den we talked all the way.heehee, i bought her sm tingy tingy at sm BRANDED shop. hahaha, oh wells, i got loads to tell. bt i dont feel like blogging ready. nyehehe.i love AMIRAH! yes i do. hahaha, for free food, free drink, nice bed to throw my stuffs on, n for lending her ear wen i need sm1 to talk to. aha, hahaha, i miss amiraaah!awww, im so sweet. =)oryte, i'll get gg now. i love-hate my life. heehee. muacks!!HOW COULD THIS HAPPEN TO ME?! >=(
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i rate my day as..
4.5 starrs! =)
650.. yay!
6:55 PM
Saturday, November 25, 2006
They there my lovely sweety pies!
aheem, im being nice? hahaha, ook. i had an awesome day. bt lemme tell u what happened yesterday. =)
arn 7 plus, head to my sisters house, which was arn 5 minutes away frm my house.
yapz, reached there, my CLEVER brother in law scared me n my other sis. woots, fish him!! den while waiting for dinner, i decided to continue watching just my luck, did, watched a little.
den we ate fried chicken with rice. tasted so yummy!! the chicken wings are dam FAT!! super nice!! =)
so den, watched the chinese drama, until 10 oclock. bought art of the devil 2 frm demand tv there. HAHA. M18. woots. im 14? ooh, i am? HAHAHA.
gawd, art of the devil 2 is MAD lor! haha, very nice! dont mind watching again! so after loads of screaming, n eeewing, n OUCH-ing.. the show ended. n evry1 traded ghost stories. eeeks, i felt sm thing, thot i saw sth, so i cried.
HAHA.nt my fault, the stories are horribly scary. N IT WAS 12 MIDNIGHT LEY!! so yar, heeheehee.
den we watched art of the devil 1. hmmm, i tink the 2nd one is worse. bt the story line of the 1st one is very nice. heehee.
so sleep, wake up arn 9. hahaha, cnt take it, dam sleepy lah!!
ok ok, den i met nabila arn 1, went to bdk mrt, den went to eunos mrt to meet the rest. then, with the specialists, we went to the laguna park for the sth preparedness day.
woah, what happened ah. hmm, we reached there early, so we get to walk walk arn. HAHA, we saw this two cute balloon ladies, haha, they made balloons for ppl like faith n jasmine who were so fascinated.
hmmm, den we drank loads of free cold milo, den fiona wanted to try CPR.. nyeeheehee, da person was kinda cute. heeheehee. so fiona kissed a dummy, n pressed the chest like mad. HAHAHAHA, loads of ppl were taking picts, im nt surprised if our pict comes out in the newsletter or newspaper. HAHAHA. ok nvm. betta not!
so then, we had to listen to some speech. i was so feeling sad for the person, he was talking n NO1 ,except for us, were paying attention, n were making so much noise. haha, bt sth distracted me, so i was too bz thinking of that sth to even hear what he was saying. tsk tsk tsk, poor guy.
then, hmm, we went to watch this simulation tingy, where there were ppl acting, got this car, which looked suspicious. haha, so the police came, den dey were walking walking, den dey detected a bomb.
so yes, they put the tape tingy all, den sekali, THE CAR EXPLODED!! hahaha, i was DARN shocked. i was just looking looking at them acting, den the ting exploded! hahaha, so got fire, got smoke n all.
da red rhino came n all the fire engine n ambulance came. HAHA. one of the guys who became the casualty, he dam gundu lah. he was supposed to be injured n unconcious i gez. hahaha, den wen the ppl carried him away, he was lifting his head up.
hahaha, i gez u wont get it. hahaha, dam funny lah. so yes yes, sir talked talked to us for a while, told us sm things, den we head up the bus. hahahaha, that was when i made a shocking discovery.
staff suria asked me sth. i said yes, then sgt told me that its not. den zack oso said its nt. so i told nabila. den sgt nurin, who was told by nabila, also didnt know that its not. hahaha, den she was like half way already. so yar. hahahaha. i shall nt say wat it is. kinda sensitive heh da issue?
ook, heehee. so reached eunos mrt. heehee, saw smbody. hahaha, all ryte. den went toilet, did hair, cml n faith went to change. after that, the rest went to eat at bugis i think, so yar, i didnt go. coz it was already 6 n my leg was hurting like SHIT.
so took mrt, then bus home. reached home, i was FAMISHED!! so yapz, i did sth. heeheehee, tasted good.
im expecting marlia at my house soon. HAHA. first tyme sey. she s gona slp over at my house. kinda looking forward for 2moro, hmmm, wonder what im gona gorge myself with.
ok, i realised that this post is long! woohoo!! btw, im gg melaka 2moro. yapz yapz. so yar, shud i bring my honey along? hmmmm. oh yar. meet my honey! ok maybe not. hahaha, my honey is shy! shes so soft n cuddly! i sleep with her evrynyte!! hahahaha. ok, go figure which one is honey. =)
like ive said, honey is soft n cuddly. so yar. hahahaha.
oook, hmmm, im gona end off now, i bet ur all dam bored with my life. heehee, oh wells, bye then! muacks peeps! =)
BE EVERY COLOUR THAT YOU ARE! =)
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nani: bleagh! NANI NANI NANI!!!! hahahaha!!
rome: u sot ah? ahahahaha, miss u too! =)
sa: awww, u ah! action! wen i online, dowan talk! bluek!
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i rate today as...
4.5 starrs! =)
652.. its nt long. =)
4:57 PM
Friday, November 24, 2006
my 2nd posssst!woots! arlox peeeeps!!oukiee, just came back frm the most happening place on earth. heehee, guess where lor. went with me mom, me sis n nuwailah. yapz, walked arn.. anyway, yesterday, i went to my other sisters house. she got LOADS of dvds!! so yapz, flipped thru the thingy, n found AQUAMARINE!! wooots, dam dam dam dam nice. to me at least. hahahaha, so yar, the woman, aquamarine, is godd dam pretty! haha, no wonder shes a mermaid! her hair is awesome!! DAM NICE!! hahaha.oukiee, so yes, gg sleepover at my SISTERS house today. YAY!! hahaha, watching sth i think. hmmmmmmm. mWAHAHAHA!so, gg to hv sm thingy 2moro. haha, whee, so yar. hmm, ok, hmm. HAHA. im bored. yay, ive prepared my uniform.. aha aha.the tingy are becoming blisters. wow, even the word seem to make it sound painful. haha, dam pain lah can? eeks.so yar, till here ppl. muacks!!************************************************************************************************boon keng: wow, i do too. *toothless grin*jaan: HEH! sotong sambal? nani! hahaha, go cook urself lah!!tusyaELLE: hahaha, i know. ali n ahmad? WOW!! hahahaha! n bring him to e doct!circle: aha aha. HAHA. i do? aww! HAHAHA. live it with me!hafiza: mmmm, two? HAHAHA. n yes, we can survive! =)eiyra: aww! so sweet! heeheehee! =) HAHA!************************************************************************************************i rate today as..4.5 starrs! =)
IM WALKING ON SUNSHINE!! =)
11:26 AM
i was feeling sad, n now im goooood!tanx to ira musfirah ( e-soon-to-be-singer). nyeeheehee. muacks!!anyway, marlia cnt go dis sunday. HOW SAD!! fish! hahaha, nvm, we shall just see what happen!ok, i donoe wat else to say! heeheehee, oh wells, later ppl! muacks!*i shall reply tags in my 2nd post. =)
8:26 PM
Thursday, November 23, 2006
im sorry.i have been horrible.to gin,im sorry. i didnt mean to say all that to you. im nt angry. mood swing lah dey. im sorry.to bravo,im sorry if my attitude has been sucky towards some of you.to you-know-who,im sorry if ive been acting like a spoilt brat! hehe. ILY. =)HEEHEE.TO THOSE PPL WHOM was mentioned in elle's blog,I HATE YOU TO THE CORE!!!!! MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!! STUPID PPL WHO MAKES STUPID RUMOURS!!!! =)
11:38 AM
heeeeelpppp!! im losing my head!!im gg mad. im doing my english hwk, n ive only found an article abt blogging. wth, hahaha, damn it! im seriously gg mad.ive been "arrghhh-ing" n "haaaais-ing" n ruffling my own hair. n turning up the volume of the songs im listening to.im gg mad. n my leg, is hurting pretty badly. the nurse told me that i can expect blisters. woah, wat a thing to wait for. haha, im typing without looking at the keyboard. haha, im preety good!! yay!! hahaha, this is so fun!! omg!! i know where the letters are!! woah! im good!!wah! im feeling betta now! woohooo!! hahaha!! yay! hais, im so sad now. wana know why? coz i want smthing. n the thing will be mine only in two years time. hais,nvm. nvm.ok, im gg back to doing my english hwk! bye ppl! =)AND YOU KNOW ITS ALL BECOZ OF YOU! =)
***********************************************************************************************SA.: eleh! tau pon u older!! hahahaha! =ptusyaELLE: hmph, i know wat it is aaah!circle: eh eh eh, mcm kenal jek phrase tu! hahaha, A BIT?! hmph! hehe. =)***********************************************************************************************i rate today as..3.5 stars! =]
11:43 AM
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
IT HURTS SO BAD!!hello ppl. haais, im back. what a WONDERFUL time i had. well, lemme fill your curios minds about what telah happen to my poor legs. yes.6.30amwoke up, found out that i got my thingy. changed, get back to my bed n sleep.6.45 ammom woke me up, so took my towel, head to the toilet, bathe.7.30 amwent out, flagged a taxi, n head of to changi hospital.7.45 am
reached there, find the clinic, ate at POLAR. nice brownie, bt was too scared to even taste it properly!
8.15 am
went into the clinic G and waited to be called. im the first one smore!! wah piang! den after a while, i was called to meet the doctor.
after that, i didnt keep track of the time. coz i was too busy screaming away.
the doctor checked my feet then told me that i have to come back avery two weeks. then, he will spray the FUCKING LIQUID NITROGEN onto my leg.
my sis was there oso, she was like, alaa, not pain lah. its just spray spray. HAH.
so yar, i went for one treatment session today. heh, its more of TORTURE SESSION!!!
omg! da nurse is quite sweet lah, malay smore, so nt that bad ah. i was in this room, the typical hosp room. ya, i laid on the bed, den da nurse came, n start to scrape my leg using this blade thingy.
GAWD. just imagine, u are alive n breathing down there, n sm1 just come n start to scrape ur leg. omg, i was muffling my screaming with my hands. if i were to follow my heart, i would have ran out of the room, dragging the whole bed along with me oso nvm. DAM PAIN LAH SIA!!
OMG!! den it was bleeding all. i was almost chewing my hand!! den i realised i was gripping the "pillow" so hard that the "paper" covering it was torn. woah! violent!!
den the nurse was like, asking me to relax. wah!! PIANG AH!! i dint cry. the pain wasnt THAT bad. bt what happened next was, beyond words. the pain made me scream oryte. LIKE REALLY SCREAM!!
she told me,"ok, im gona spray now ok. u relax, might be A BIT PAINFUL.".
a bit? bit? i wonder whats the definiton of BIT in the medical term. all doctors say it wud be A BIT PAIN. ya ya, A BIT ONLY!!
aaaaaaaaah!! DA STUPID LIQUID NITROGEN. omg, i donoe how to explain, no matter how i try to explain you all just cnt imagine the pain. haais.
its cold. DAM COLD. den the nurse just scrape the thingy on my feet ryte? its bleeding ah, she wipe already, den she spray. O.M.G. THE PAIN. THE PAIN.
its stinging like shit!! i was like, " OH MY GAAAAAAWD!!" "AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!!".
HAHAHAHAHA. da nurse was asikng me to relax n im still screaming away. omg. just imagine, mmm, u cut urself with a knife, den u dip it in a class of salt water. ok not dip, u SOAK it.
yapz, da tears start to stream down, like waterfall sia!! cnt take it. the pain, cnt take it at all.is, if its for a while nvm, the spray is like 10 secs. GAWD!! at that time, i was telling myself, im nt coming back for the other treatments. I DONT CARE!!! hahahahaha, den wen its done, she told me i can go. hmmm. no bandage? i donoe how to walk. the pain was too horrible.
wen i walked out of the stupid room, i saw my mom n my sis, n the i swear i donoe how to explain sia. its been a long tyme since i felt this kind of pain. n when i walk, i cnt rest my both heels on my slipper. coz it hurts too badly. HAHA. i feel like a baby. i cry dam badly ah. awww, i needed a hug! hahaha.
so yapz, den went to bedok to eat, den went to wasons to buy bandage. cnt tahan. so now, my left leg, where it still hurts F-ing badly, is bein bandaged. haais, wth. now my tummy is hurting like mad.
today is my pain day. hahaha, darn it. hais, ok, i wana sleep. haha, hais, the pain. the pain. *shakes head dramatically* ok ppl, bye! =
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SA.: woman! u call me selenger can ah?! hahahaha, u online? READ MY SUB NICK!!
circle: =(!! it hurts!!
ct: its ok, its nt exam.
sa.: hais, u again? HAHAHA. belo? oh hi. =)
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i rate today as...
1.0! BOOO!
5:31 PM
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
im here again!!this is my second post! well, i realize that i will usually blog twice a day. hahaha, im bored!! anyway!! a lot of things happened.my mom suddenly wanted to cook this dish, chicken roost. yes, roost. hais, so we went on a hunt this TOMATO SOUP. shit, NTUC n prime dont sell, so my mom dragged me to SHOP N SAVE at INTERCHANGE!! wth, we took taxi, n da stupid UNCLE stopped us at GIANT!! wth!! so had to walk smore.so, we finally bought it at shop n save, den my mom wanted to go to her frens house, which is kinda near my house. n i was throwing tantrums. HAHA. hellooo! im fasting!! see ing all the ppl eat n drink, SHEESH!! so irritating!! hahahaha. so reached her frens house, i was on the verge of hyperventilating.cnt breathe, cnt see clearly n my head was spinning. sheesh, but i tried to control, so yar, head home n flop on my bed for a while. haha, den went to play BUNGA API!!hahaha! i know ppl play bunga api hari raya tyme.bt wth, i was bored. so me n nuwailah played at the staircase. she was scared at first, but i didnt care. hahaha, i forced her to play n yar, she had fun in the ned, she yg melebih! hahaha, DAM FUN! one more box left. gona play with my sis n her later.den den den, i was on the comp ah,my sis came laughing to me, pulling me to the toilet. hahaha, its sort of my dad's toilet, so got fish tank inside. HAHA. my sis go throw nuwailah's shorts into the fish tanK!! hahahaha!! i wa slafing like mad!! dam funny to see the shorts in the tank! hahahahaha, den den den, i bought this tofu thing, thinking its ALMOND BEANCURD. haaais, so it turned out diff. hahaha, bt yar, my mom n sis add sm things to it, n yes, it looks yummy!! hahaha.oh wells, gg HOSPITAL!! DOWAN!! DOOOWAAAAN!! HAHAHA! i suddenly dowan. haaais. ok, hais till here.SHOW OFF THAT BODY YOU GOT!! =)
11:48 AM
im gg hospital!!do i sound happy? hahaha, i am happy. hahahaha, im happy cause im gg hospital? oh yes im happy coz im gg hopsital. am i mad? oh yes im mad! MWAHAHAHAHA!!ok enuf, wat an intro. heehee, gawd, im hungry!! mom made me fast today! hmph. haha, i mean, hari raya hvnt even end!! well, maybe in two days time, but its still HARI RAYA! i think.so yar.. sheesh. anyway, i had awesome dreams this morning!!! i went to watch movie with sm1, sm1 came my house for hari raya and sm1 checked in to a hotel n i was staying in da same hotel.YAY! hahahaha. crappy dreams, but i love them. so yes, i hvnt touch a single hwk, n some how, i feel motivated to do my hwk today! so im gg to bathe, ( i hvnt bathe yet..nyeheeehee) and then start on ENGLISH! yaaaay! =)woots, less than a day to my impending doom! heehee, what a life! haais, i seriously, hv no idea to to walk after that. n the pain, i wonder how its like. n i donoe what to wear. hahaha, ok lifes good! hais, i miss sm1. do u miss sm1 hafiza? i know i do. hais. AND WHO THE HELL IS ALI AND AHMAD?! MEREPEK AH HAFIZA!!hahaha, ok then, till here. =)********************************************************************************************aqila: u are confused. u need help! hahahaha! wtf?syahidah: oops! ok ok. i link.hafiza: wat. the. hell. is. ali. and. ahmad?!jaan: hahahaha! waait lor!sa: all ryte, u just convinced me to stay in my prison cell n wait for wentworth miller.circle: rich sexy lady? aww! u make me blush! n i agree with u! heeheehee.************************************************************************************************i rate today as...4.0 stars! =)
7:30 PM
Monday, November 20, 2006
hey hey!hahaha! hello ppl! today im very happy! happy happy happy me!what can make a girl happy? SHOPPING! hahahaha. its been some time since i last shopped!! woohoo!!b4 that went geylang!! gaawd! of all places. my mom wanted to find sm stuffs. den i realized she wanted buy things FOR ME. as in clothes. i almost cried!! hahaha! all the stuffs were horrible!! as in, not my kind of clothes. heeeheee. so yar, said i wanted to go bugis. she grumbled, i grumbled, n finally took mrt to bugis.yaaaaaaaaaay!! reached there, i went to fox women first! saw this white blouse, VERY NICE!! den i saw the half jacket tingy! it goes well, bt i went off to the other shops to see the clothes there first.so yes, went into shops ive never dreamt of gg in. haha, i went to potpourri. saw this nice brown thingy.. hmmm, kinda nice, went to try. n yaaay! its nice!! haha, so mom bought it, $44.den went to watsons, bought eyeliner. $7.50. =) like FINALLY!den went to fox women again, n bought the brown half jacket ($26) with a white dress ($23). ok, not really dress. i donoe wat its called!! hahaha, so total, $49.altogether, $49 + $44 + $7.50 = $100.50.. ryte? heehee.all in a day! hahaha, woah. ok, so now i hv new clothes! wooohooo!!next, i want pump shoes n a sneaker. yay! hahaha, n yes, a new pair of jeans plz. sheeesh, my wardrobe needs to be revived! nyeeheehee. I LOVE SHOPPING!!if only i got loads of $$.. haaaais. nyeeheehee. oh wells, im a happy person! happy happy happy me! =)***********************************************************************************************i rate today as...4.5 stars! =)
12:33 PM
arlox! hello ppl! hows life? you know, ira told me that my blog is popular. HAHA. den i was like, no lah! u see my tag board! nobody tag much! heeheehee. hint hint =p.soo, this mornin i wake up n then went to slp again. sheesh, didnt sleep well last nyte. haha, had to accompany my sister. she was studying for her test today, n so, i hv to stay up oso.looking at her, i really dont think becoming a teacher is easy work! she looks like she gona flop anytime! hahahaha. hmm, ok.anyway, this mornin i wake up, tinking of the 'angels' song by jessica simpson. so, then i made a poem! heehee. i know its crap, bt it sounds nice to me! and that poem is for sm1, hahahaha. u think its you? i donoe. might be you. HAHA. im crap.hmmm, well, talk to sgt shobana for a while. its fun to disturb her!! hahaha! oh wells, kak amira asked sth abt drama wrk shop or wat. eeeks! hahaha, for GPA next yr. oh man, again?i stll rmbr GPA this year! i look wierd!! n yar, haha, loads happned. but gpa was fun lah. i mean, first tyme, i acted smwhere where i noe not a single soul there besides those frm CEDAR.i dont tink i can act. like seriously. REALLY. but den, evry1 seems to think differently. i really donoe wats so gd abt my acting. HAHA. da SMART GIRL say i DRAMA MAMA. fish shoup!n evrytime if tyme ncc need to do those kinds of things, smhow, i will be asked to do it. haais, bt i gez its fun. haha.n ive been asking ppl. m i more of a 'joker' or a graceful young lady. wow, hahaha, elle tusya answered me nicely. hee.ok, im so tired!! i wana stay at home!! hahahaha, i mean, if go out with frenz nvm lah. heehee, oh wells, i bette move my butt away frm this chair! ok then bye peepz!***********************************************************************************************sa: u tag alot! i like!! heeheee.eiyra: woii! alamak kau! tsk!marlia: HA AH!! HAHAHAHA.circle: im in love too! =)amira: bluek! DOWAN! hahah.hu hu her: ok, hello! haha, i bet u r a part b oso!!shyaza: oh no. u didnt!***********************************************************************************************i rate today as..4.5 starss!
i miss my babies!
11:44 AM
as im sad,
with evry tear that falls.
im gg mad,
as i popped in tonnes of panadols.
i cant take it no more,
as problems begin to pour.
i need a break,
this is all i can take.
im pulling out my hair,
im sure there's nth left up there.
just when im giving up,
just when im breaking down.
it was when i heard,
such a magical sound.
sweet voice of yours,
is all i yearn to hear.
i now know,
why you are such a dear.
you made a smile,
at times it seemed impossible to.
you paint my world brighter,
than the normal blue.
i then realise,
YOU ARE TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE!
that made me think,
how u revive my heart,
when it starts to sink.
i rolled on my bed,
daaay n niiight!
and then it hit me!!
im loving an angel instead. =)
4:02 PM
Sunday, November 19, 2006
woots!! go ppl go!! listen to that song!! *points to that thingy there, on the left side under the 'love the gurl' section with much enthusiasm!*yes ppl! in in love with that song!! AAAAAAAAAAAH!! love it! =)
3:04 PM
arlox world!hey there earthlings! hows life ya'll? hahahaha.ok, im feeling dam crappy now.heehee, had madrasah exam just nw. whee! last day of madrasah! OH SHIT!! i never give report book! aaaaaaaaah!! i brought ley! shit. oh wells.anyway, had great fun with nasha. stuuupid woman. hahaha, den den den, she thot me to put soul into my 'puking'. inside joke. heehee.hmm, den head home alone. stopped by ntuc, bought chocs. gave one to my sis, den here i am. heehee.im scared for this wed! 3 MORE DAYS TO MY DOOM! heehee, tell u da truth, i like the hospital. but what i dont like, is the pain. ish! i rmbr the times ive gone to hosp.- i scarred my left hand.
- i had high fever when i was a baby.
- i broke my finger.
- i had a minor growth. (which hurt like shit!)
- had to go for xray for me lungs
- n now, another minor operation.
sheesh, i like hosp. i do. it looks fun. haha, bt of c i dowan such serious injuries. heehee, ok im mad.
im really scared. gawd! i wonder how the pain would be. i rmbr i cried so much during the 'cleaning' process. yucks, so pain!!!!
nyeh, i donoe wat to blog abt. sm thigs are just nt meant to be said here i guess. yar.
ok den, bye!!
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circle: of c! i sing wat! hahahaha! =) muacks back!
tuysaELLE: thank you so much for your concern. n i think the doctor knows what to do. yes.
jaan: yes, u wait long long. hahaha.
zarque: hehe, tag more tag more! love my platoonmates! =)
sa: hahaha, wah, like u donoe my situation liddat ah, my haunt is my room. wana come over? nyeeheehee. =) n yes, smile smile. i shall keep a look out for ppl who smile at me now.
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i rate today as...
4.0 stars!
5:08 PM
Saturday, November 18, 2006
i belive in karma. karma is a bitch ryte? oh wells, what goes aound comes around. im not being mean. but some ppl were mean to me. i had no intentions on hurting anyones feelings, but smhow, i was hurt very badly.
when you do sth, u dont think of other ppl, but urself. many ppl dont care what other ppl feels, they just say what they feel. sure, its ur mouth n IT IS A FREE WORLD.
so yes, what goes around, comes around. try to think if u hv hurt other ppl. i know i have. so now's ur turn.
2:30 PM
" i will be strong.."" it doesnt matter what ppl say.."" be true to yourself.."" life, truns around.."" SOMEONE'S WATCHING OVER ME! =)"
im in a very nice mood today. n actually, i was searching for the 'step up song', den i saw this song. woah, i rmbr this song.a few years back, i listened to this song, n it touched me. HAHA. i sound do emo, bt yar. its a nice song ryte? =)so today, woke up as dam early as 8 sth. mom was asking me to wake up. well, yawned a couple of tymes, and then covered my ears with my pillow, n finally, i woke up. haha.
den went to the doctor n yar, got reffered to hospital. hmmm, den den den, gg hospital this wednesday. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHH!! help! ok nvm.haha, ok den went to segar den ate longan beancurd!! I LOVE IT!! YAAAAAAAY!!!wooohooo!!haha!! BLUEK!! TAIK BOM BOM! ahahahahahaha.ok, they say u will learn at least one thing each day. heehee, today i learnt that..- its LIMEwire, nt livewire. hahahaha!
- post natal depression, is bad!
- n im gg to scream my head off on wednesday. =(
so yes ppl. siti nadizrah bte hassan has learnt some important things today.
to sa, what took you so long? hahaha, ur first tag, i knew it was you. =)
ok, den till here! bye! =)
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zarque!: woohoo!! same streeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaammmmmm!!
jane: ARLOX JANEEEEEEEEEE!!
dal: heh? really ah? we shall just see lor!
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6:48 PM
Friday, November 17, 2006
i got my results!nyeeheehee, ok leemmmee fill u in, on how i got my results.well, got up arn 10 sth, planned to go sch with amirah, which i did. my mom followed. well, wen i was getting ready, i got a msg frm DALILA who told me my results. fish! hahaha, spoil the surprise!! haha, bt nvm. so yes.i got into pure geog, ss/hist, chem and physics. woot. haha, im glaad!! ELLE, MARLIA, ZACK N AIJIA!! got into the same stream. BEST OF ALL, AMIRAH WILL BE IN THE SAME STREAM! yaaaay!hahaha, hope we will be in da same class. heehee, ok den, went to sch. in da mrt, met EVELYN! haha, didnt expect! she didnt know resutls coming today. ok den, we took taxi frm aljunied mrt to cedar.reach there, saw marlia, nurul n nabila. screaaam, shout n yes, hafiza den came, WITH HER HELMET HAIR!! hahahahaha. den she went home.hmm, den went to eat at eunos there. begg-ed mom to let me go for the class outing. she let me go after a lot of begging. =)so we prayed at amirah's cuz house first, which was nt that far frm tm. wah! house very nice! heehee, n her cuz was very sweet too. =)den went to tm with amirah. we all watched step up. YAY! dam dam dam dam dam dam dam dam dam dam dam dam dam dam dam dam dam dam dam dam dam damEXTREMELY super cool. hahaha, wheepeedoo!!wah, dat woman dance super nice! n den at the party there, wah, they dance super- cool-ly. hahahaha, ok, i was like WOAH-ing all the way. n den da last part was awesome also! woots! darn, dat guy is hot. hahaha.bt wentworth miller is HOTTER! nyeeheehee.ok den, well, went to buy clips at mini-bits n amirah went to popular while i go hm. promised to be back b4 5. so I DID! I REACHED HM at 5. FORGIVABLE huh? heehee.so reached hm, looked for my spects. went on a rampage, n finally found it. hahaha, den clean up room, n here i am. oh wells, i love today. =)bye ppl! =)***********************************************************************************************sorry, i wont reply to tags yet, coz too many of them. hahaha. ok, i will start 2moro.and YOU, i know who u are! nyeeheehee. =)************************************************************************************************i rate today as..5.0 stars!!! =)
11:13 AM
Thursday, November 16, 2006
you ppl are so sweeeeeeet!! =)oh gawd, this is the first time im crying while reading my tag board. gawd. u ppl are so sweet! i swear! omg!haha, well, yesterday i was in my EMO state. n my brain wasnt working well, so forgive my vulgarities.n yes. lemme reply to the tags.khairiah : its ok! im fine now! haha, tanx for showing me the elmo thingy. DAM CUTE LAH!!jaan: eleh! nani there! hahaha. tanx honz! u sweet sia! cnt believe! haha.ELLE TUSYA!! : godsis! i will definitely call ur ahem. hp no. haha. so sweet! later wen i see you, i will hug u like mad ok? hahahaa.nabila: tanx dude. hahaha. yay!marliaa: wah, ni korang plan keper nak tag? haha, hafiza maner? hahahaha.eiyra: aww! u bet i will! yay! im glad to hv u in my life!sa: ok you. u are so motivational! hahaha. n i THINK i know u. but i dont think i do. ok,i dont make sense. anyway, ur so sweeet!! really! i was like screaming n aww-ing away reading ur tag. dont ask me why. anyway, tanx for the awesome advice! haha. hope to know u. heh, ok nvm. urvery sweet. =)somebody: awww, u another one! i feel like smacking ur ass! haha, oh wells, u love me? den i love you too. haha, disneyland huh? u betta go book the hotel all. hmph. hahahaha, ok, muacks!you ppl are so sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeet!! =)ok, so now i dont hate my life that much. =) muacks!M-O-S-Q-U-E. hahahahahahahaha. ok ok, nvm. HAHAHAHAHA. idiot lah u! =)
2:14 PM
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
hey, guess what? i realize that i dnt hv a life. wana know what i mean? read on.it amazes me that most parents allow their kids to go out with their frenz, have fun, go watch movie, go window shopping and just simply have fun. it may be nth new to you, but it is simply a WOW thing for me.coz u noe y? coz i dont have a life. ever since sec 1, i realized that i ve been living under a rock. yar. to go out with frens is a fucking HUGE no no for a parent like mine. to her, gg chalet, watching movie. or just walking at orchard road is a SIN. yapz, n evrytime i wana go out for movies or wtv, lies would creep out of my mouth.while my frens could just go out without telling a ie to their parent, here i am with tears rolling down my cheeks, words choking to come out, to convince my mom that i'll be good. yapz, i can count the no. of times i went out. u know wats in her brain? if i were to go out n leave the house, i will- laugh like fucking bitches without caring wat other ppl think abt me.
- i will sit under the blocks where idiotic mats n minah's whose brain are not working well, will be sitting.
- wenever i go out with frens, definitely a fucking human with a dick will tag along.
- to sum it all, i will be a bitch.
guess the reason for all this to happen. i have two elder sisters. watever they hv done wrong, my mom is convinced that i will do it too. my first sis is not 'save-able' anymore. so yar, my mom is dam fucking paranaoid that i will end up like her.
i tried to tell her, that im not some neighbourhood sch minah (no offence to them) who would do all those stupid things. i come frm a respectable sch called, CEDAR GIRLS SEC SCH. sure, not evryone in cedar is good, but WHAT THE FUCK, does she tink dat im fucking dumb n waste my time like the minahs?!
i dont know wats her problem really. i know the best way to deal with her, is to just shut up n listen. BUT HECK, i cnt take it. her voice, is so ACCUSING. she will talk, no, scream, in that tone which just makes u wana ram a trailer into her ass.
i seriously am amazed. you ppl who have a life, pls treasure them. ryte now, i think my tears are worthless, they just kip falling. i think my mom cnt wait for me to be dead. coz then, she wont hv a troubled teenage girl in her house who is rotting in her room, n is dying to leave the house.
i cnt even close the door of my room. coz my mom would start screaming n kip on asking me wat the hell in doing inside. she thot that maybe i am fucking myself. evryone needs alittle freedom. wenever my frens wana go out, i would be the troubled one.
i am suposed to be with nabila, marlia, hafiza n elle smwhere at city hall. haha, gez where i am now, in my room, crying like a useless girl. my mom wanted to tag along. its just simply wierd aint it to hv ur mom following you wen u r gg out with ur frens? i deciede not to go coz my mom was yakking away, n also coz i dowan their outing to be spoiled.
my mom wont understand all this. wenever we are having a discussion, on how miserable i am, she will start saying all the same old things again. i think she has a dream of see-ing me become an ustazah. wow.
my skirt. fuck, im nt asking for MINI SKIRT. i just want it above my knee. to make it look nice. she doesnt want to alter for me. so yes, she expects me to wear my school skirt at the original length. sometimes im in awe of my mom.
i clearly rmbr how short my sister's skirts were. wow. what is she trying to change me into? the PERFECT DAUGHTER?! i feel like telling her, the more she start accusing, the more i will do them. but i gez, she dont understand me. or even want to understand me.
after all, mdm rohaini ali is always right. never was she wrong. yes. she would call me, start maki maki, wenver im a little late. i cnt tell her that, oh, we are gg for lunch. wow, u should hear her scream.
i gez all i want, is a little freedom. y cnt she get it into her head, that, i know my limits. smhow, those words dont register in her brain. freedom. i want it.
some ppl can just leave the house at 8 pm n say, mom, im meeting my fren. wow. i dnt think dat will ever happen to me. she wont let me go out, coz she said its wat good for me.
i cnt take it. 2moro my frens are gg jalan raya again. but me? of c not gg. chalet with ncc frenz, i have to cry, beg, scream, shout n even have elle's mom talk to her. n she hvnt give me her reply. why cnt she be understanding? why?
i know my frenz dont like her. n it hurts me. coz i do love my mom. i dont hate her. i really dont, wenever ive screamed at her, i will cry not coz im angry at her only, but also i feel sad that im being rude to the person who is so important to me.
i hate my life. i hate it. n gez wat? i have no one to talk to ryte now. wen im feeling so down.no1 is here for me. my frenz wont understand this. just why cant she let me be happy? all this years, ive been following her evrywhere. im the one who will stick by her wen she wants to go out, wether i like it or not.
y cnt she do the same for me? why cant she let me go with a smile? why cant she just realize that IVE GROWN UP?
help me god. i need you. please help me. ='(
7:20 PM
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
ola!hello ppl! yaaaaay!! on monday, went out with THE REMBAT GANG. we went jalan raya. supposed to be with bravo bt some cnt make it. only 13 ppl came. it was the 7malays, faith, jasmine, cherly chen, hui yu tiara and boon hui. yapz, i will nt tell you abt what happen b4 that. its too heart wrenching. haha.
oh wells, first, we went to elle's house. ate her singkong until finish. hahahaha. den wen we wana go hm, her mom gave us free ICE POPS! yayy!! thanks aunty! her mom is so cool. her house too.next we went to ira's house. saw loads of her picts. i tell u, dat woman is a mini-star! yay! hahaha. da food was nice, but kinda hot to da chinese! hahaha, so yar, her room is awesome!!den we head off to marlia's house. whee! inda bus got dis person, wah, the persons hair smell damm nice! hahahaha. ok ok. den we reach marlia's house, ate mee siam.den we went off. all the chinese went home, n zack oso. so left 6 ppl. we head off to nabila's house. ate kacang pool.hahaha, super nice. watched sm chinese drama. so then, we took 229 to my house. n yes, we saw ma'am. her sch is ryte behind nabila's house, TJC. so yar. heehee.den reach my house, dats wen all the excitement begins. ahahahaha. we took tonnes of picts. go HERE to view da picts. i think dey are all super nice. hahaha.ok, den after that, well, ya, dats it. hahaha. no mood to explain. alot happened aite. but too much to explain. =)bye ppl!*********************************************************************************************freak: ok ok, i wont! =)jaan: stupid!! u watch ryte?! eeeeeeeeeee!!khairiah: tanx! haahaa. =)elle: i know i know i know. eeks. AJI?!dal: oh shut up! hahaha.**********************************************************************************************today will be...
3.5 stars! =)
6:51 PM
Sunday, November 12, 2006
helooo!oryte, woke up a little early for a sunday morning. if im nt wronf i woke up to the dejavu song. haha, gt sm carnival thingy near my house. actually the day b4, arina told me she gona perform smwhere in chai chee, blk 61. den i was like, oook.hahaha, i didnt know that blk 61 is like, just infrnt of my house. hahahaha. so yar, looked outside my bedroom window, saw blk 61, screamed, msg arina, den she called me, den in the end i was talked into gg to the carnival by zakiah, arina's fren.harhax, so went there, took so long to finally locate arina. wooot, dam shocked to see her hair. tot she became sm rugged minah, haha, bt that wud never be arina.
so yes, sat with the KC ppl, very nice ppl. mus and zakiah are very nice. hahaha. ok nvm.zakiah teased me alot due to some reasons. hahaha, DEN, happened. i saw MS CHUA, my pri sch teacher, taking pict of the KC ppl. the first thing which came to my mind ws that ms chua was teaching in KC. hahaha, so i ran to her, said hi, told her wat sch i was frm, laughed abit. haha, she still looks the same old posh ms chua.
nyeheehee, so yar, zakiah is so scary at times. hahaha, anyway, reached hm kinda late. harhax, im supposed to b ehm b4 10.30 coz nid to go madarsah.
after madrasah went hm, then to org kawin, den cuz's house, den hm. ok bye. ahaha. no moood.************************************************************************************************hafiza: oh shut up, even if ur the last girl on earth, i wont ask u to marry me.elletusya: i donoe. hais. =(freak: of coz its not. its THAT WOMANS FAULT.amirah: u noe, technology is very advanced.jaan: of c. nyeheehee.************************************************************************************************i rate the morning part as 4.5 stars! =)evening 3.5 stars! : )now 0.0 stars! >=(************************************************************************************************im fucking pissed.
